There's a party in my bedroom

2011-02-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I'm taking a break from studying now. It is driving me maddddddd >:/

First paper is on Fri then on Sat, then the hell ends next friday. 2 more weeks!!

I. WILL. SURVIVE.

I've been doing stats the whole day and I'm reaching the brain dead level soon. I honestly had no idea that my life in poly would involve maths. I though i was over and done with it when secondary school ended but NOOOOOOOO, i was wrong.

But i suppose stats is quite fun, IF YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IT.

There's still the theory section that i've got to memorize ohmygosh?

I've got 2 more chapters of ITB left to study :'( Not really looking forward to that but I guess I've got to do it by tomorrow. SIGH the life of studying sucks. Sometimes I don't even see the point, I mean most of it will be gone from the memory once the exam ends, so why even ask us to study it just for the purpose of being able to do a paper. But owell, I suppose this is beyond my control.

Actually I've really got nothing else to say but I'm racking my brains for things to type so that I don't have to go back to studying. I don't even know what time it is now because the time on my laptop is really screwed. It says that it is 06:43 when it's dark outside???? Maybe the computer is living in another time zone.

Ok let's see, I still have one more stats exam paper to complete for tomorrow's lecture, then revise what I've studied for ITB and I can finally go to sleep. WHOOOHOOOO!

But at the rate I'm going, I don't know how I can complete. Studying at home is not exactly very productive because I've been just walking up and down and all around the house. I think I'm going to try studying outside tomorrow.

SIGH okay I think i am going back to studying now.

Till my next break from studying, byeeeee!

2010-09-14T16:19:00.002+08:00

Decided to open this blog again, quite a sudden decision, so I'm not sure how long it'll stay open. I've gone off blogger for so long that i actually forgot my blog's url. How LOL is that! I kept thinking my blog url was nicoleos.blogspot.com, but obviously it's not. Maybe it's the short term memory kicking in?

I swear, holidays are so boring. Sometimes I'd rather go back to school but then, that's just really really stupid of me. Catching up on gossip girl now, season 2 episode 10 FINALLY!! Ok I'm not so slow with gossip girl, I'm just re watching everything again, to re fresh my memory before season 4 starts, which i think starts tonight? It's going to take some time for the shows to be uploaded online anyway, so might swell catch up on season 2 but seriously, today I watched till eye pain.

Went to malaysia during the weekend. Was really really fun but a little disgusting at the same time too. We had to stay in a kampong, and OMG, it was so disgusting but it was pretty nice to get away from Singapore and everyone and everything here, but the kampong just polluted my mind even more so o wellll.

I'm not sure if i should go work this holidays, I feel like just lazing around and watching shows everyday but I would be blind at the end of the holidays. And whats more, I NEED CASH! There's so many things i wanna buy but i've gotta stop. I don't even dare go to forever21.com anymore in case i spend my life savings away. But, I was planning on using this holidays to catch up with my friends. I HAVENT SEEN ANY ONE FOR SO LONG, IM SO SAD :( I miss my bitches so so so much..............

Oh. And I just found out how to activate my voice mail on my phone and it's so freaking cool! So so so so so next time, if anyone wants to contact me, you can leave me a voice mail!!!!! Lika gossip girl only like that eh.

God bless Usa but please bless Nicole too

2010-07-31T11:04:00.005+08:00

Hi god, i know you can hear me so please save me from this mad world you've put me in.

Seriously. If not, i think i'm going into depression very soon. Like everyday i'm listening to those emo songs, that like if you listen to a million times, you would probably jump down the building or something.

I have so many things on my mind EVERY . SINGLE . DAY . and you know what, I don't feel like blogging anymore.

Lika cute only

2010-07-17T11:10:00.004+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heart beat, or who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you in are sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're even prettier without make up on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and say "thats her."

Those groups you can like on facebook make so much sense sometimes.

Anyway! This week is a mad mad week and I think next week will be worst. I'm just waiting for next week to end, so that all my projects will be over and I can get my life back. Okay, not that I'm really doing anything for the projects and all but I just want to get it over and done with. Projects are so annoyingngngngng! H8 it ttm.

Dear god, I have a problem. It's me

2010-07-11T16:04:00.002+08:00

Dillllllema

2010-07-04T00:38:00.004+08:00

Ohmy dear lord, did I make the right move?

Somehow it seems wrong yet I feel its right. Ohboyohboyohboy someone please help me.

Anyway I am freaking turning 17 tomorrow!!!!!!! Jul5 jul5 jul5

Honestly, its like becoming a tradition to blog on Jul4. I've been doing this for 3 years in a row already!

I'm like becoming a big kid now. 17's not a small number, its 3 years away for 20. Omg won't it be so weird when I turn 20. I've nothing planned for Jul5 this year, normally there's no school on my bday but very very sadly, there is this year. I don't freaking understand why poly students still have school. We're the same age as Jc students and we're clearly not adults so we're youths so shouldnt we get youth day?!! Okay whatever, i'm gonna self declare a holiday anyway.

I'm getting lazier and lazier to write a thank you list this year. The people on the list are all the same, just that there are more additions this year. Okay whatever, its not as if the new additions will be reading this so no point blogging about it.

Honestly, it doesnt feel like my birthday is coming. It just feels like a normal day and there's no birthday mmood at all. I should go and create one and be really really excited when tomorrow comes! Okay I'm going to buy a cake for myself and put up a banner and keep the happy birthday song on repeat. Hahahahhahaaa omg so much effort just to get the birthday feeling.

I need to make the most out of this birthday. Its like a celebration of the fact that I have survived in this screwed up world for 17 years!!!!! :) Can't believe it actually, so many ups and downs, fights and smiles, screaming and shouting, laughing and crying and I bloody survived it all! My life really hasnt been the easiest, and I think its time for a change. I think its time I started showing people how I really feel and stop hiding any sadness or anger behind a smile.

Things are really different this year, I've got a new addition to my life and I've gotta treasure it properly without screwing it up. Goshhhh what a reflective post.

2010-06-25T01:11:00.003+08:00

Don't come in if you don't plan to stay long

2010-06-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

If this is love, please don't break me

I'm giving up, so just catch me

2010-06-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

I cannot wait for the holidays to come, although I'm sorta on holiday now. No, actually I'm supposed to be studying, so I have no idea what I am doing online. Pretty much screwed up my econs and poa exam, lets hope I can pass blaw, but knowing myself, I've gotta experience faliure first before I wake up.

I'm doing a lot of firsts recently. Things I never expected myself to do and its so shocking that I want to get an adult certificate and present it to myself. I'm not a kid anymore! Oh wait, I already have an IC.

Right now I only have 1 thing on my mind: If he asks, do I say yes or no?

I hate excel

2010-05-28T17:55:00.002+08:00

This is the damn bitch I have been staring at for the past one week. I'm getting so tired of staring at grids everyday. Honestly, my school should be sued for giving so much homework. They completely sucked all the fun out of e learning.

In primary school, e learning used to be entertainment learning. Now its EW learning. Ahhhh so mother freaking tired of school and everything.

I need a new house now. I think living with my parents are driving me crazy. Maybe I should go live in the slums, or maybe in those huge canals. So since there's no internet connection there, then I will have a valid reason for not handing in my work. Grrrr damn it I really buay tahan already!

Everyone takes such a short while to complete their excel homework but I take 1 week and I still cannot complete it. Honestly, something is very wrong with my brain and I. Maybe we're just too tired. You know what, I think I am going for a walk. I need to calm down.

2010-05-25T03:18:00.002+08:00

How does everyone know everything when I don't say anything?!

I can't fight this feeling anymore

2010-05-22T11:46:00.002+08:00

Next week is e-learning week! I am so freaking excited that I don't need to travel all the way to clementi daily. It's so freaking tiring, and I'm coming back so late every night, my mum is starting to get pissed off.

Last night was my record breaker, and I'm quite scared to talk to my mum now. She keeps giving me the evil eye! But its so weird because during the 5 month holiday, she kept asking me to go out everyday because I was annoying everyone at home and now she wants me to come home right after school -_- Why is it always like this? You only realize how much you miss someone when they disappear from your life.

I've been so busy everyday that I forgot to watch glee on 12th May. Now it's like 22nd May and I'm Glee depreived! I shall use next week to catch up on all the tv programmes. Actually I've been so busy that i dont' watch tv anymore. I've gotta start catching up on 16 and pregnant 2 and american idol. Oh ya! Speaking of american idol, I've not been watching it regularly anymore. I wanted Aaron kelly to win, so when he got kicked off, I just lost my passion for American Idol. If I were in America, I would totally be voting for him like crazy. Sadly, I'm not there.

This week is my anti facebook week. I'm really very tempted to delete my facebook. Don't you feel that facebook is a freaking good mind screw and distraction? I think I can survive with a twitter and a blog and friendster. I don't think facebook is required yeah?

Anyway, I suddenly miss going out with luggers gie and van. I shall ask them out soon. There are so many ants in my room recently. So disguzting! I need to spend my afternoon today cleaning my room and attempting my homework. FREAKING ALOT OF WORK!!!!

When I'm Sad, I Shop.

2010-05-16T18:22:00.003+08:00

I've been very into the color pink recently. I think I am becoming a girl :O I need some more money to spend. Life is too short to save money, so lets just spend spend spend!

If you have no where to spend your money at, you can always donate it to me. I will willingly help you spend it. Free of charge somemore ^^

Life's been a little bitchy lately. Its' been really interesting too, but it's sorta dying off already. Ughhh i want to blog my heart out but I'm scared the wrong people read this. Okay nvm, I need to get this out, so I shall summarize it to the maximum summarization.

This bitch recently entered my life, and I think something might happen here but because of the last bitch that screwed up my life, I'm quite afraid to try it out.

Okay end of summary. Whoo thank god summary was needed during o levels, or else I wouldnt know how to summarize my feelings out.

Alright, enjoy admiring my shoe ^^ Toodles!

nicole harry miley tan iz my new name

2010-05-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

School's been pretty awesome lately, i've got some really good friends and some really sucky and useless lecturers but whats life if you don't give and take?

Anyway, heck lectures! I've not been listening to a single shit the lecturers have been talking about. I'm not prepared to fail anything but I think I will unless I buck up. Honestly, I am still wondering why the fish I am doing business studies.

I go to school everyday to ..

Play uno on facebook
Eat
Chat
Play board games
Call people "HEY BITCH!"
Webcam
Msn
Facebook
Oovoo
Fantasize about the god of ngeeann ^^ Freaking good looking!

Anyway, here's the most common/funny question everyone is asking me

People: "What school were you from?"

Me: "Paya Lebar Methodis Girls School"

People: Gives shocked look then asks "Are you a lesbian?"

-_- ttm

Alrighty dudes, bitch tan is gonna go zleep.

Dear you,

2010-05-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

Don't come so close if you know you're going to leave soon. I don't know where this whole thing is going but please, for god's sake, don't be a bitch and play with me. I'm not ready to go to jail for punching someone.

HAPPY 17TH XIUHUI!!!

2010-05-05T00:22:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIUHUI !!!!!

YOU ARE FINALLY 17!!!!!!

I'M REALLY VERY SHOCKED THAT WE ARE FRIENDS FOR 6 YEARS AND COUNTING AND THERE ARE MORE MORE MORE YEARS TO COME!!!

OKAY LA DON'T WANT TO WRITE SO MUCH HERE..... BUT HERE ARE SOME VERY DISGUSTING PHOTOS FOR YOU. CANNOT BELIEVE I AM POSTING SOME OF THEM.

AHAHA HAVE A GREAT DAY!

fwens 4eva worz

I'm pretending not to care, but I actually do.

2010-04-30T23:37:00.004+08:00

What I'm going to type next is very very contradicting to my previous post but I want to say... I love school! Hahahaha

If you read my very very long rant, this would be a very weird statement, I mean after all last week I was complaining about school like crazy, thinking about every single negative point but here I am one week later saying I love it!

The journey to school is still a killa but at least I've found a slightly shorter route to and fro school. Today on the way back home from school, I randomly stopped at this bus stop and I was seriously lost. So I walked through this underground bridge and through this green patch of grass and some flats and I found my self at ToaPayoh!!!! Such a joke.

The lectures are still very messy and because I skipped so many lectures last week, I kinda don't understand half the things they are talking about, but I realized everyone is as lost as me too! The people here are very very hard core though! Seems like 4C1 last year wasn't that terrible.

But the plus point is that I've made new friends! :D My classmates are really nice and I'm really happy with everything for now, so yay! I hope everything remains like this. And, I joined the most joker cca ever: Board games club. Hahahahhahaa!!! I haven't gone for cca yet but I think this will be more successful than Guitar club. Anyway if this fails, I still have 2 other back up cca's.

So yup, I'm looking forward to Monday and I'll see you soon!

2010-04-27T23:34:00.001+08:00

I WILL SURVIVE IN POLY.

MY I POD WILL BE MY BUDDY BECAUSE THERE'S TWITTER IN THERE!

WATCH ME! I WILL SURVIVE THESE 3 YEARS.

I BETTER NOT DIE IN 2012, OR I WILL KILL THE WORLD BEFORE THE WORLD KILLS ME.

Thanks to everyone who helped me through last week! Luv you xo

Long long long long long rant

2010-04-24T08:27:00.005+08:00

3 things no body knows about me:

1. I've not eaten bananas since 2008 because someone told me that every banana has as much calories as 10 bowls of rice and my banana intake stopped right there and then.

2. I want to own a dog but I have this crazy crazy fear of dogs. I'm like really scared it bites my leg off or something.

3. Even though school has started, I still cannot decide which poly to go to and I have to decide by monday and I feel like I'm going mad. I've been given so so so much time (3 months more than everybody) and I've been accepted into Tp like so many times already but there's just something that's holding me back and wanting me to stay in Np. I don't want to make the wrong decision again and it seems like Np is the wrong decision but I don't really want to leave either and in conclusion I am so so so stressed out, I feel my pimples coming out.

My first week in Np was terrible, I was always getting lost in the school, I feel like I'm always alone and I hate the feeling of being a loner and I actually think the reason why I want to go to Tp is because I know more people there, but i've gotta be strong and learn how to stand on my own 2 feet but I'm feeling so weak now, I can't. The bus ride to and fro Np is another minus point because it is also so super freaking long and I know it's not as if Tp is any nearer but somehow I feel that it is.

Basically, I think i should go to the course I want to do and not base my life on the school and the friends in there anymore but I'm really so clueless and 90% of me regrets my decision to go to poly like crazy and I wish I went to a jc because honestly, i really don't know what I want to do in life and I don't want to waste my 3 years.

The reason I think I should go to Tp is because I've been accepted there so many times already and I feel like I'm meant to be there. It's like fate is giving me so many chances and I'm rejecting it. However, I feel like I should stay in Np because the course in Np is more broad and since I don't know what I want to do yet, I should not do something so narrow because if I decide that that's not what I want to do, my 3 years will truly be wasted but then again, I don't like Np and I'm dreading going to school every single morning. It's so bad to the extent that I don't want to sleep at night, because I don't want to wake up to go to school. I don't know if it's because I actually dislike the school or if I'm just not used to waking up early and going to school. After 5 months of holidays, It's definitely hard to adapt back.

I'm feeling so home sick and sad everyday when I go to school, I've actually lost 2kg. Seriously, LOL to that. This is my absolute last chance to change my life and I really want it to be the right choice. Honestly, is deciding what course/poly to go to such a difficult job? I don't think it is but why can't I decide?

Then again, I don't really want to go to Tp because everybody is into their second week and all the cliques are formed already and it is going to be so hard to just join a clique. They've all got this bond betweeen them already and if I suddenly join them, it'll be hard for me and them. But then again, it's not as if I actually have a clique in np too. I'm pretty much all over the place, sticking to my orientation group like crazy even though we are all in different modules. I've even skipped so many lectures just because I'm such a loner in ngeeann. I feel like pointing the middle finger at myself, I mean come on Nicole WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! The thing is, if others can make friends and enjoy their poly life, why can't I?

Also, if I leave np, it'll be a very hard task for some people because in a few modules, we've formed groups for team work already and if i suddenly leave them, they will have so much more work to do and it will be really unfair of me. Told you group work is just a bad thing for me. I also don't know how to break it to the friends I actually have in Np that I'm leaving. I feel like a wimp, and I truly don't know the real reason why i want to leave. Is it becasue of the course or the friends or the school or the distance or what?!! I guess no body but myself can answer that question.

I've also always wanted to do tourism (the course i got into) for a very very long time but my folks were quite againgst it and I think somehow they mind screwed me into losing the passion for it. Now i would rather business but I cannot get into it unless I remain in Np but I mean maybe I will end up enjoying tourism more than business. Business is more maths I guess and everybody knows I just cannot do maths. There's also poa in business which is just wth. Poa, again!!!!! I hate poa. Tourism I guess is more people oriented but if i can't even handle making friends in poly, how am I going to handle people in the future. I'm also such a disorganised person, so is tourism really for me?

I guess it's pretty pointless ranting to a blog where there's no tag board or comments section for anyone to reply me. I just want to let everything out and re read and re read it and maybe I will sorta have a clue of what I want to do.

In conclusion, If im leaving Np just because of the distance/friends/school then i'm just a wimp. There's always gonna be mountains in life and I've just gotta be strong and cross it confidently and independently. I think i've been too sheltered in life and I just can't handle hard ship. I've gotta find the real reason to why I want to leave Np. If I feel that tourism is what I want to do, then i've just gotta be a man (although i'm a girl) and just do it! Its' all for the course and I've got to enjoy what i'm doing. No point suffering and cursing and hating every moment in my life. I wish I had a trial of tourism for just a week and then I'll decide but duhhh, it cannot be done.

I've got to stop being a sheltered brat and decide what I want to do properly!!!!! Or maybe i've just gotta find what made me remain in Np even though I got accecpted in Tp business last time. I wish I could take a peek into my futurre. 1 minute is all i need. Then again, its only week 1 in Ngeeann and maybe next week will be better? Then again, maybe Tp will be terrible. What will I do then???? AGKKKKKKKKKKK

Someone please give me some logical advice because I'm so tired of thinking already, I wish I could just quit school. Please, I just need a counselor. Message or Twitter me your comments. Facebook won't work because I privated my wall. Ahahaa

Wow first time I've let everything out. Like EVERYTHING. I feel emptier inside now (: If you've read till here, thanks for lasting all the way! xo, Nicole

2010-04-17T12:13:00.001+08:00

Monday please don't arrive

I Miss www.flyingpigs-nic-.blogspot.com

2010-04-12T22:22:00.003+08:00

The photos are just omggg.

I am so shocked my blog is still alive and kicking, I mean it's sorta dead since I don't update it as frequently as I think I would but its's still around. I think I won't delete this blog everrrrr unless blogger decides to close down, like how friendster closed down, or at least I think it did.

I actually regret deleting my old blog, www.flyingpigs-nic-.blogspot.com Hahaha its' actually such a funny name. I think if i didn't delete it then i would always be entertained because my past is so hilarious. I feel like some bad ass kid who had a terrible past like filled with drugs and smoking and whatelse but its not. Its just filled with childishness and very embarassing moments. Haiiii

Actually i think the reason why the blog link has 2 dashes was because I owned flyingpigs-nic.bs at first but i deleted it and when i came to my senses and wanted it back, some one took my blog link. Joker, who would even want such a lame name besides me.

School's starting next week. Ughhh so depressing! I'm seriously not excited at all and I think there'll be loads of ponning involved but I'll be doing it solo. Wish I had my ponning buddies @fionriley @artsolicious @crunchonice @mildredsblog with me :( Miss pl! Maybe i'll go back as a teacher next time. Hahahahaaaaa then pearly will be my colleague. Joke ttm!

Okay and here's the reason why I privated my facebook photos: The pictures are very gross and yucks and i'll un private it when I learn how to photo shop photos and photo shop every single one of my facebook photos. But uh i dont even have the photo shop application so ... it'll prolly take a few years. Haaaa!

Btw I'm gonna be selling some OPI's at around $10 to 15 bucks so if you wanna get them, wait for my next post! I'll be posting the colors and all.

Lets do the shake you camera like a moron pose!

2010-04-07T22:38:00.003+08:00

ahhh okay the other photos cannot be uploaded and i don't know why but anyway i have found out how to take these 'orange streaks of light in the photo' photo.

you can't really see it here though, but i find it so nice! its nicer than your normal photo mode times 20.

Hongky Tonky

2010-04-01T23:12:00.005+08:00

I went to Hongkong and Macau (Macao?) last week. I did not know Hongkong has so much good food, omg. I ate like crazy and now that I'm back I don't even feel like exercising, so I expect a drastic weight gain but eating is very important in life so whatever, heck fats although I think this attitude will really lead to a ginormous weight gain.

Go on and drool over the food especially the cheese fries! Its the best thing ever invented, its these thick fat jucy fries which are cooked to perfection with honey mustard and sour cream added to it. BEST FOOD EVER.

Camp next week, arggggh don't feel like going at all. I hate camps like crazy, I'm so shocked how i survived secondary school with all the camps. I cannot stand playing games! I don't mind catching or hide and seek or something because I can just hide and not come out (hahaha!) but I really don't want to do those bonding games at all. Trying to think of a way to pon camp. Omg, haven't used the word pon since forever but I guess thats because I have no activities to do that i have nothing to pon.

Alrightoes gonna watch american idol now, hope aaron kelly doesn't get out!!! If i were in america he would get my vote! Plus happy news: Glee marathon this weekend SO HAPPY I COULD DIE.

2010-03-31T04:45:00.002+08:00

The thought of school makes me very very very very sad and the sadder thing is that school hasn't even started and i'm sad.

corey monteith u r my new eyecandy.

2010-03-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

My addiction.

I swear glee is the most addictive show on the planet!! My life now feels so complete because of glee! It's just reallly annoying that singapore shows it so slowly. They are seriously taking their time to show it! Come on man, just show two episodes per week then we (I) will be more up to date. The glee songs I am getting and the show episodes so do not tally.

But it's quite weird calling myself a gleek (glee fans) although i am one, but i just don't want to be called one because it is just so weird, so i am going to create a new glee fan name for myself and it is called.. glee fan. haha! The simpler the better rightttt?

My plan to blog consistently is working and i am blogging twice a week, hee! But that's because I am not going out at all because I am so poor. When I turn 18 or whatever the legal age is to buy 4D or toto, I am going to so buy it. If i keep buying it, I will eventually win right? I think toto is much harder to win though.

But since i am not the legal age yet, I've been thinking of an easier way to earn money which only requires your brain (okay not really). I think it doesn't require anything.

My super easy way to win money is to dream of 4D numbers!! and then give it to your grandparents or whoever that does the whole 4d thingy and if she/he wins, I think they will give some of their winnings so ta-dah, you get yourself some kaching! But the thing with my brains are that THEY CANNOT DREAM OF ANY NUMBERS!!! I don't know what is wrong with up, I mean at least dream of one set of numbers right? But my brain has had zero, nadah numbers.

Okay I shall go off now and remember this wonderful quote that will bring you far in life: Catch a bad chick by her toe, if she holla let her go!!

u are going bonkers

2010-03-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

we are like ....

1) cruella devil and the dalmation dogs

2) the red queen and the white queen in wonderland

3) cinderella and her step family

4) pearly and me

WE JUST CANNOT CLICK!

2010-03-14T17:12:00.004+08:00

I. AM. DETERMINED. TO. BLOG. CONSISTENTLY.

for i know i will have no time when school starts.

On friday I became a stupid fool and went all the way to bedok to eat roti prata + lala + cheese fries + milo dinosaur. Basically out of all I ate I liked the cheese fries the most. There's this very nice cheese that they use and I am going to find it and make my own cheese fries! The lala sucked and the milo dinosaur was so expensive omg can die.

Anyway I finally got my laptop!!! It is the most beautiful thing on earth (for now anyway) Im quite hooked on it, and i've been using it all the time and I must stop being a computer addict!!! Then again, I do nothing but use the computer or watch tv or sleep everyday. However, its the holidays! (not for me anyway, i've been holidaying for a long long time already) So the people I want to go out with are finally free from school and I am so so happy!

Ok I feel every post is very incomplete without pictures,

I want to get this perfume!!!! Seriously this perfume is the only reason why I buy teen vogue. I love opening the magazine and smelling this perfume.

2010-03-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

My babies!!! Awwww! So cute I feel like kissing them now! But if you don't feel the love for them, maybe its' cause you never met them before.

To those that saw my very angsty post just now, good for you!! It's so rare for me to blog twice a day but I guess blogging just now wasn't really counted since the post was only up for like 1 hour. I shall do a summary of what I said just now later.

So, I've been going abit mad recently and Justin Bieber is on my itunes top 25 playlist. It's like number 3 and there's no jonas brothers on my top 25 play list at all. I think I made it damn clear last time that I hated justin bieber because he was over taking the jonas brothers but he seems to be better than jb although his music videos are honestly damn retarded. It's always about him and a girl but ya, baby is a damnnnnnn good song!!! I sing it to my hamsters whenever I talk to them because they are my babies!!!

I've been at home everyday this week. I was literally at home, like i didnt even step out of the house at all, but I seem to be surviving well. I feel like it's the o levels period again but it's not! I'm just not going out because I am so poor! I only have 4 bux in my bank account. I seriously wonder how my money depreciates so quickly.

Okay to summarize what I said in the previous post, I just want to say that I'm really tired of you (you shd know who you are I mean cmon who else am I fighting with now) and that you should stop being so indecisive and stop saying that time will heal everything because it will not. For impatient people like me, time will only make it worst and very soon I will have forgotten all about you. I'm really tired already and this is really a very nice version of what I posted just now. But till now I still can't get over a few facts like that you called me a cheater and that you announced my results to everyone.

School's starting soon and I haven't sent my letter back yet. I have to re take my passport photo because the previous one was so ugly omgggg. Okay i'm so sweaty and tired I'm going to go now. Byeeeeee!

Hope crashing like a plane into a tree

2010-02-18T00:28:00.005+08:00

I was just kidding, I actually have nothing special planned for the 100th post. Heh.

So anyway today I have decided that I will never judge someone based on how they look from far. Its very disappointing and sad and irritating and hopeless when you actually see how they look like. I know im sounding like a bitch here but I am so so so so so frustrated you can't imagine.

But I will overcome my sadness soon enough! I'm so bored everyday, but I've decided I'm not going to work during this time left before school starts. I'm going to enjoy my time staying at home. It does pass pretty quickly actually when you're busy doing things.

So anyway, here are some cny photos:

When I upload photos, I only upload 5, 10 or 15 photos because blogger only allows me to upload 5 photos at one time and I like to fill in all the photo slots before uploading. The feeling is more fufilling.

Oh, and I've completely privated my whole facebook (or at least I hope it works!) because I get very irritated when people I dont like view my photos. I know its stupid because facebook is just meant for people to view your photos and your wall and whatever and making it private just defeats the whole purpose of even having an account. But, this is just a phase where I'm feeling irritated with the whole world, so give me a bit of time and I'll un privatize it soon.

I feel like i'm blogging to like millions of people but I think only 1 or 2 people are reading this. How pathetic but thanks for reading! I shall join nuffnang and earn money and expand my blog. Hahahha!

I forgot the whole purpose of blogging today was to release my sorrows so lets leave my sad soul here to rott right now. bye!

Two is better than one

2010-01-30T00:27:00.003+08:00

This is the wallpaper on my phone. So pretty right? I didn't realize the tongue was in the shape of a heart.

Anyw, I'm finally at my 99th post!!!! I've been blogging pretty consistently if you ask me. Like maybe once a week. I have something cool planned for my 100th post, so wait for it ^^

Since I have no school right now, I'm pretty bored at home. I've basically been watching gossip girl everyday or if i'm not doing that, I'm playing with my hamsters (which are so cute right now! shall post a photo soon. I've taught them to stand!!) or just randomly messaging people. However, my messaging 'feel' doesn't last long, and i feel that my phone sucks and i hate touching the screen (god knows why i even got a touch screen phone) so yeah i don't reply messages very consistently. I just leave it there to charge.

Anyway, i've managed to keep something from everyone for such a long time, i feel it's time to let it out.

I don't think any of my friends realize it because I haven't told anyone about it, or if I've given some sort of clue, they just don't see the clue, which is pretty dumb because the clue is bloody obvious!!!

But anyway, look at the title of this post and maybe you might get the clue!

Goodbye for now!

you aint' got no alibi, you ugly.

2010-01-22T23:14:00.001+08:00

I know I've been telling myself over and over again to not be bothered by these disgusting people who are just so mean but I can't help it, its a part of me that just wants to curse and bitch about these people but since my resolution is to stop bitching about these people who are as worthless as fish food, i shall just shut up now.

Anyway, today was a very embarassing day. I should really learn to shut up and not embarass myself anymore. So anyway, I've been going out almost everyday just spending money and my time away, but I really have nothing else to do.

I tried writing a song, but its very retarded and lame. Its about loving the world when I actually hate the world right now, so it's really very ironic.

I then tried drawing but it just looked like a 3 year olds drawing, I really cannot draw for nuts.

Just realized that you can actually tell how I'm feeling by my blogging style. Like when I'm really happy, there will be alot of exclamation marks and I will keep writing 'Haha!!!' but when I'm pissed, it will be full of full stops and emotional talk. Wow I'm such a simple person to read but then again I suppose everyone is like that. Who will put exclamation marks when they are sad?

I have no photos to update my blog with but then again, there's no need to see any photos of me. I look the same as ever: same hair, same eyes, same nose, same ears, same old me.

Okay anyway hope I didn't spread my sadness to you. Goodbye, so long & farewell.

Dear god, thank you.

2010-01-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

Thank you god for giving me the results I got.

The studying like crazy every day, stress, pimples (WHICH STILL CANNOT CLEAR!!!), waking up at 1am to study then sleeping at 5am after studying and waking up at 6am to go to school, headaches, sickness, being locked up at home, constantly plucking off the internet connection, being a jail bird, going to punggol plaza kfc to study really paid off because I got the results I want and I'm really grateful x100000000000.

Jumping 2 digit points from my prelims L1R4 is seriously some miracle that I really want to thank the miracle worker for. Passing chinese made me smile but passing maths made me cry like crazy as maths has always been my worst subject since uh i was born. From F9's consistently since sec 2 to what I got really is WOW.

From 44 pts for midyrs, to 29 for prelims, i really couldnt have done it without your help

So thank you.

Thanks to shimin too for helping me with me chinese @ the damn last minute. I FINALLY GOT A B FOR CHINESE!!!!!! So happy i could die.

I'm not trying because I see no hope

2010-01-08T23:28:00.004+08:00

I find this hilarious that i've been blogging since 2008 (omg so weird typing that) and I haven't even hit 100 posts yet. Yaaaa, i know i'm probably the most inefficent person in the world, i don't send photos on time (i don't even upload them), i don't update my ipod @ all, i never charge my phone, i never let my sister use this pathetic computer we are sharing WHICH HAS NO SPACE BECAUSE SHE DOWNLOADED MAPLE STORY WHICH TAKES UP 2 MILLION COMPUTER SPACES!!!!

But whatever, I'm not here to insult myself. What's there to insult anyway!

Spent these few days going to poly after poly (I've covered like 4 poly's alr!!!!) and I have like 3 poly bags in my room now which i don't think im ever gonna use (like i said, gonna donate to salvation army.) Anyway I have concluded that Singapore doesn't cater to my needs at all.

This is because:

THERE ARE NO POLY COURSES THAT INTEREST ME

ok fine, there are, but they do not interest me till i talk about it daily

Lets see, there's the vet course. I don't mind being a vet and specialize only in HAMSTERS but if you want to take the vet course, you have to touch ALL animals, from cows to pigs to dragons to dogs and omg, I HATE DOGS.

Do you know i was chased by this stupid chiwawa before and it bit my shoe. It's so small and I'm so well... big?

And, I wanna be like those kind of people that become the managers of rock stars BUT I CAN'T FIND A COURSE THAT DOES SO. The closest are those that teach you how to organize events for these stars BUT I WANT TO MANAGE THEM (ok fine, manage nick only-)

Besides these 2, I have no other interest in anything else. Ughhhhh so frustrating!

But, why think now when maybe, I will get the points I need to go overseas to study.

AND MY PIMPLES ARE NOT CLEARING YET!!!!

I therefore declare, I have acne.

2009-12-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

Pulau ubin for the first time in my life today. Extremely fun xcept for the mozzies and the damn long bus ride. Food was good, bike ride downhill was awesome, uphill = sucked.

Anyw i'm feeling ridiculously guailan today so i wont blog more. My guailanness might be passed on to u.

Ps - I have decided to do a blog post on my beloved hamsters so i can show the world what my darling hamsters are like.

On the way to work (which is a ridiculously long way) I was thinking about the things (living) that i love the most and my new list is damn different from my older one which i created in sec 1 (prove that I have matured so much)

I shall post my new updated list (only posting top 2)

Nicole's list of loved living things

1 Nicole Tan

2 Emotional Hamster (short form Emo)

The list goes on and on..... So as u can see I have given up loving humans and men coz well they just dont deserve my love! Hamsters are so more worth it of it.

Alright i'm going to fix a jigsaw puzzle now.

TOODLES TINKLE TIPPY TONYS!

If you don't understand anything, you're not dumb

2009-11-19T12:32:00.003+08:00

I know its a wk after 11 Nov but I honestly had nothing to blog about. Not that I have anything to blog about now but since I have to wait for my hamster to complete running its 20 minutes in the hamster ball so I can put it back in its cage, I shall blog.

Life is quite interesting these few days. Interesting yet damn bloody expensive. I topped up $15 bux for my ezlink card in one week. And the worst thing is i'm still using student fare. When I start using adult fare, it's just o-m-g. Sux sux why is life so expensive. Maybe I should move to a country smaller than singapore. Then, I can walk around everywhere and won't have to pay for the very expensive transport service.

I've been realizing many things this wk. Reality is starting to hit me again and I'm starting to tell btwn good and bad, happy and sad, ugly and pretty. Ok basically I know what's good and whats bad now. Thats' damn impt right. Like imagine if you can't tell btwn good and bad. Actually that would be quite good. Having a conscience sucks 90% of the time. But w/o a conscience I would have done things worst than what I have already done. I would prolly be in jail now.

Alright I should stop talking rubbish. 20 minutes are up! I need to save my hamster from its exercise session.

Ps, I have resorted to not smiling anymore. Smiling is too common.

2009-08-20T16:40:00.002+08:00

I have made this decision to disable the internet on my computer so this is the last time you will ever see me online or wherever, i promise.
But if you do see me, it means I have failed to resist the temptation and am a lozer.

So farewell, I'll see you again, Mid-November.

Ps- I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE WHERE THE CLOTHES THIEF LIVES. NEWYORK NEWYORK.

21 guns

2009-08-06T00:35:00.004+08:00

Nong Nong Ago

I've officially gone insane.
I do nothing in the day and the only thing on my 'to-do-list' is watch to friends @ 7pm.
Anyw, I haven't used the computer in the longest time (3 wks +++!) and the internet is back on @ the wrong time. Why now tell me why?!?!
I've been going on9 daily even though I'm not supposed to. I think I'm going to have to disconnect the internet again but I forgot how I did it the last time. It was completely on accident but I guess it was a blessing in disguise.

Anyw, after studying for a wk ++, I realized I find comfort in studying. Like recently, I was v depressed cuz of x.x.x.x.x and then I sat down and stared @ my text book and opened it and started reading it and after 1 hr my sadness vanished.

AND I counted and I don't know if this is an accomplishment but .. I slept for 10 hrs only in 48 hrs. On monday I stayed up to watch ellen and slept @ 5.30 ^^ & ytd I was watching JONAS and slept @ 5 and woke up at 6.30 so I kinda look like a panda now but the less I sleep, the more awake I am.

Chi O's results are coming out soon. C'mon A PASS WILL DO!

I rly have nthn to say anym so goodbye (5)

AND I'M FREAKING ADDICTED TO THE SONG 21 GUNS!!!!

2009-07-14T18:32:00.003+08:00

www.twitter.com/nicolos

It's all about being cool

2009-07-04T00:49:00.007+08:00

Hihihihihi It's kinda my thing to blog before my b'day to thank ppl who have made me so super happy in my life and who have changed my life blah blah blah (I've learnt how to treasure ppl so .. I shall show them my thanks today. It's Nicole's thanksgiving day)

Thanks ..........

1. Mummy Daddy for letting me live a happy life. I swear you are the coolest parents ever and I'm very happy you are mine

2. Bev Sam for being the most annoying yet cutest pieces of shits in the whole entire freaking world. Although I may scream at you 90% of the time, y'know i still luv you right

3. Xiuhui for being the coolest friend in the whole entire world. Thanks for always being here for me so you rock la k only.. stop rejecting my outing invites !!

4. Ruuuuuuuuuuuyuan for being the lamest poxy/pingu in the world. Thanks for replying my smses extremely slowly and also for being such a great friend

5. Christie the Anna luv ya luv ya luv ya thanks for being the greatest anna in the world and thanks for always being here for muazzzzz ! Just stop bullying me (:

6.Huiyen for being the best partner in the world and i know i am totally making you fail every subject by talking to you all the time but still luv ya !!

7. Gie Vc Fion Pene Mil Dora Yulin Isa Thanks for being the coolest gang in the world Luv Ya many many many many many

8. Souw Cheryl Jas Xinying Yingching Clara Isabelle Qinghui Thanks for being the coolest clique in the world luv ya from the bottom of my heart

9. Sarah Joyce Wilma Gracek You guys are the awesomeest church buddies in the ayer a a yer!! Luv ya times 10000000

10. God for giving me my awesome life !!!

11. Rachel Sou Tessa Shimin Yiyin Vyap Vanna + + + + + + + + + + + + + All my friends Thanks for being part of my life and I love you all so freaking much. I think its some curse, everytime I try to think of names before my bday', i always get a mental block ..... ): But you know I luv you la kkkkkkkk !!

12 Grandpa Grandma Khooster Ahkong Joanne + + + + All my relatives I luv you so much 4eva and always!!

The numbers are the so I won't confuse myself whilst writing this, There's no ranking cuz I love everyone in the list up there !!

Really, thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you so much for being part of my life and I will be damn sad w/o any of you. Love you times a million xo

Ps- Thank you EVERYONE who wished me / spent my day w me (vanna, gie, vc, lug, ruyuan) Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you so so so much !!!!!
It really really really meant a lot to me cuz you realize ALOT on your birthday (who really loves you and who does not) so thank you so so so so so so so much and i really luv all of you!!!!

I luv 5/July !!

2009-06-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

Y'know what? The computer is so freakin' addictive it's like some kind of drug. I'm going to be Mrs Dubose. I'm going to unplug all the computer plugs and ask my mum to hide it all around the hse so that I will stop using it and I will die "beholden to nothing and nobody" and Atticus will say "Nicole is the bravest person I ever knew" and he will show everyone what real courage is.

Muahahaha! But if you see me online/ blogging/ facebooking means my plan failed and Atticus can just call me a loser, cuz i really won't mind.

But I'll be twittering thru my phone (somehow) cuz It's impossible to not go near the computer at all!!

Ugh the computer devil is back again. I was supposed to stop at 11 but now its 11:11. Omg 11:11!! Nick are you missing me?!!?!

Yaya Kk Byebye!!

Ps- I'm going to be 16 in 1 week and 1 hour Whooooooo lets all countdown k.

2009-06-25T18:24:00.002+08:00

Dear Adapter

WHERE ARE YOU?!?!
Plz come back to me i really need you to upload my photos (which is why this blog is so picture-less. )

Nicole

Ps - My memory card is also with you so please walk back to me !!

Really, things should be made into bigger sizes so they won't get lost so easily and and and every important item in this world should have a microchip attached to it so when it gets lost, i can just press a button and the item will make a beep sound and i will find it.

Im not a scientist (duh i haven't passed science since forever) so can some smart ass please create this for the world!!

2009-06-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

Omg hahahha someone sent my house a singtel fixed sms and the robot reading it to me on the phone is so freaking funny she sounds like she has blocked nose and the funniest thing is that its a chain msg : -

" A sparrow was in love with a white rose. One day and he proposed to her and she said she will love him when he is in red so the sparrow slashed his body up and became red. If you love someone you will do anything for him. Send this msg to 9 close friends and the sparrow will cut himself up for you to see. "

HAHAHAHA I replayed the msg 3 times just to laugh more so freaking funny!! The sms is also so rubbish

1- How can a sparrow love a white rose. I thought sparrows only loved sparrows but im not a sparrow so i guess i won't ever know.

2- How did the sparrow slash his body and the sparrow is alr dead so how can it cut itself for me to see

3- WHY WOULD I WANT TO SEE A SPARROW CUT HIMSELF UP?!

Hahahahha Joke i tell ya. Anw, July 5 is coming soon $)

Im flooded in my own lies

2009-06-24T21:01:00.004+08:00

I so need to start completing my hmwk but since i have no more time, I'm just going to pick those that I will have to do or else I'll get kicked out of class or smth.

Anwy, FB Uno is so frickin' addictive omg can't take it love it $)

Oh, tmrw is going to be the next happiest day of my life. I mean i know i have alot of happiest days of my life but tmrw should make it into the "Nicole's top 10 happiest days of her lives" list becuz ....

I AM FREAKING OFFICIALLY STEPPING DOWN FROM THE WORST CCA ON EARTH!! (Guitar :@)

Altho i thought i already stepped down but they keep making us go back to do things (Cip -.-) But anwy this will be the finalest guitar session whoooo ! Unless they come up with some stupid idea again like Sec 4 farewell part 2 or smth. I'm not planning to go back for anym guitar shit so this is my last and official farewell so here is my farewell message to guitar club : -

Bye and thanks for making these 4 years of my life absolute hell. Ok, on the bright side it was alright for the first 2 years till colgate came in and turned my life upside down.

I have this special msg for colgate : Thanks for destroying my life, but now that my time with you is over, GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE. As of tmrw, I have nothing to do with you now and forever which is why tmrw is the happiest day of my life. I feel like a fish being released from a sharks' mouth but I won't make you sound like you're so scary cuz you are 100% not. Whenever you scold me, I laugh. I'm immune to you already but anyw I won't ever have anything to do with you so BYE. I hope someone creates an memory eraser and delete you from my mind. Yucksssss h8 you shit face %)

Im so gonna copy and paste that paragraph and send it to your email.

Of course there were good things in guitar club : -

Learning how to play the guitar (Saved me the money ^^)
Friends (Fion, Isabelle, Qinghui, Cherlyn, Michelle, Shimin, Yiyin, Melisa + alot more) I can't rmb any now cuz the guitar folder in my mind is currently being erased.

Omg so few good points :O Shows how shitty the cca was.

If you had the energy to read till here, go and sleep cuz reading this prolly drained all your energy.

Ps- Mt merapi ain't getting better
Pss- July 5 is arriving v v v v v v soon (:

Worst than Mt. Merapi

2009-06-18T18:53:00.007+08:00

I H8 PIMPLES

I can't even have a fringe because of them

The ones on my face are getting worst and worst each day why why why ~~
Can you imagine how sad it is for me not being able to eat durians during the durian season?!?!

Pimple creams are such liars. The pimples only get worst and worst and worst. I'm going to camp in my house till the pimples disappear which might take forever but i'm prepared. I have my bed to keep me company ^^

Ughhhhhh why why why are there even pimples in the world?! It's just a useless piece of shit, like lizards.

PS The photo in the previous post which i hope no body saw (but if you did please wash your eyes) was deleted due to evil acts done by stupid sarah ling!!!! (who really suxxxxx)

I luv dove ~.~

2009-06-18T18:02:00.005+08:00

LAND OF SMILES IS GOING TO MAKE ME SMILE

2009-06-17T22:09:00.006+08:00

I cannot take it! Why are the school holidays always so short. This is my last june hols since i have no intention to go to JC/Poly.
I want to go back to my hometown, i just don't know how.

Anyway, I've not started on my homework though i've tried but its so boring and the worst thing is that the hmwk i don't do always seem to be collected and the hmwk i do is never collected. So sick of school but it hasnt even started -_-

So this hols I have

Used the computer (Facebook is freaking addictive!! I should have never created an account if i knew it was going to turn out this way! )
Gone for church camp which was the best one of all the camps cuz the food is awesome
Left my plastic bag of food @ the malaysia check point :( I was supposed to call them but i bet the check point people have already eaten up my keropok.
Not touched my homework
Wrote a new song!! It's pretty weird cuz the songs I wrote have been about this same person who I guess I havent' really gotten over even after such a long time. I guess I was hit very hard by cupid, no wonder his blind. Ok la it's pretty faliure cuz it sounds like rubbish. I WILL CONTINUE EDITING IT AFTER O'S (which is have to start studying for !!! )
Played a lame game with LUG on9

And I've been waking up at 10.30 am every morning whooooo!! My normal waking up time is like 8am :B So right, whenever I wake up at 10.30, i will automatically have running nose for like 2 hours. I have such a weird body ~~

So, my to do list is

Start studying!
Complete hmwk and kill the teachers who give hell loads of hmwk but don't collect it
Start praying that there's one more week of school holz thanks to the dear pigs :D
Charge my phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is such a super long post. If only I wrote this much for Lit
Goodbye/ Sayonara/ Adios/ Tata!/ Zaijian

Love all, Trust a few

2009-06-12T21:37:00.004+08:00

i just dont know which are the ones i trust

2009-06-04T20:05:00.003+08:00

luv

2009-06-02T22:55:00.004+08:00

J and I risked our lives and went to the airport to pick my aunt up. We were like the only 2 ppl wearing masks and like everyone was looking @ us. How embarassing but anw it's been a week and i'm not sick ^^

the lit talk was more interesting than the last one cuz the speaker was a HAM but after that we just wasted our time walking around this small pathetic country. i swear im going to move to HAMland after i finish whatever im supposed to do in s'pore. the weather is so damn hot, a sign that im going to die soon - global warming sucks. its so hot that i can even sweat in aircon.

i also have something v impt i need to comment on - o level examiners!
the point of putting a clock in the school hall is for them to follow it so that the students know when to start and end but the stupid examiner ytd followed his watch and not the clock. who can see the time on your watch?!!?! stupid stupid man, because of you i did not finish my paper.

(100%)

2009-05-28T08:49:00.008+08:00

Dear nicole,

Stop being a bitch and start studying.

Love, nicole

2009-05-02T14:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUG!

There are x1000 more of your photos in my comp so i had they had to go through an audition to be selected. Haha!

I know you really like spectacles so maybe you can spoil your eyes to wear specs.

Also, please change your handphone because it is really extremely laggy!

And stop saving sms-es!!!!!!!

Luv you more than Nick Jonas :B

Happy not, finally confess my love to you.

2009-04-25T14:48:00.005+08:00

I AM GOING TO BE RELEASED FROM HELL/

JAIL THIS THURSDAY, 5:30PM.

I swear i can't wait. Everyone, plz wait outside the school for my release. Ahahaha I'm super happy I can cry.

4 years of hell.

Sitting in that sauna every tuesday and thursday sweating like a pig.

Dealing with Toothpaste & Cooking Mama

Sucky people

OMG OMG IM FREE!!!

pssss the picture was removed coz it was seriously too ugly.

Dear Idiot,

2009-04-20T16:03:00.005+08:00

I've been wanting to blog about this for a very long time but i have been resisting, till today.
Sometimes I wonder, if i could relive my life, what would I do differently.
I would probably treasure my friends & family more, Sleep more, Play more, Study more ++ BUT my no. 1 biggest regret is joining guitar club.
It seemed like a really awesome cca at that time and I was happy to the max when I got in but now i really wish they did not put me in that cca.
The only thing I've gained is friends and guitar skills. I've put up with all the silly fines I had to pay, the long hours but ever since you came in, my life just turned topsy turvy.

You didn't let me in SYF, fine.
You don't like me, fine.
You suck, fine. (although that is not really my business but your suckyness affects me

But today, being rejected for SOP was really the bomb.

Do you know how much I sacrificed for that song?
Do you know I skipped extra Chinese lessons on Saturday to practice?
Do you know I skipped church to practice?
I practiced so damn hard that 3 of my fingers have blisters.

Do you know how damn painful it is?
Why don't you try putting yourself in my shoes huh?
I know my playing was not perfect during the audition but try to play with blisters on your fingers and we'll see if your playing is perfect.
You don't know what i've gone through to learn that song yet you just kick me out of SOP without even knowing what I went through. For goodness sake, it's just a school concert, not SYF or something so why the hell can't you let me in?
You said " since you have blisters, they will not be able to heal in time for the concert. " You made it sound like i wanted the blisters and you're just purely finding excuses to kick me out of the concert. It's my last performance and you're not even letting me play. Wth?

I really wish Ms T never left. You only know how to cause hurt into people's lives. If there ever was a composition about the person I hate most, you'll be the star of it. I really nv knew a person could hate so much. I am so tempted to call the Samaritans Of Singapore now.

I have my pride, while she has you

2009-04-11T22:14:00.006+08:00

Ytd was such a happy day! I watched the 3D movie already!
Love it to the max, although there were so little 'Nick Close Ups'

Next movie : Hannah Montana, The Movie!
The soundtrack is so super awesome. I luv being a Disney kid.

ok i know my hair sucks, so plz just imagine me w/o hair.
I just can't find a good hairdresser yet.

Today was a boring day. Once again I woke up so damn super early for tuition, then my tutor canceled on me. 2nd time alr! Ok basically today was the worst day in the history of my life. It just went from underground w the carrots to the bottom of the Atlantic ocean.

Maybe after some sleep it will rise to the middle of the ocean.

2009-04-06T21:44:00.002+08:00

Nicole is a very busy kid who has so much to do but still sleeps at 9pm everyday.
She is addicted to nickjonline.com becuz she can find out about NJ from there. She is going to watch JONAS BROTHERS 3D MOVIE this friday and is trying to get a lot of ppl to go so that when she eventually marry's NJ, the money will become hers. With that money, she will invent a lizard killer. That device will kill all the lizards on earth and turn them into cockroaches. HURRAY! There is a lizard in her room now and she is very sad. She regrets painting her room green cuz the lizard camouflages v well.

Nicole does not like love cuz she does not understand it. She is v happy being alone as her future husband is in USA. She saw a guy who looked like her potential husband on sunday and is v happy! The only thing is that he does not have curly hair. Nicole is contradicting herself.

Nicole does not understand why she is wasting her time online when she has to be studying. Someone, plz slap Nicole.

All these was written by a very bored girl.

2009-03-30T15:02:00.003+08:00

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I AM ALWAYS SICK.
I EXERCISE
I EAT HEALTHY FOOD
I DRINK A LOT OF WATER

BUT WHY AM I 4EVA SICK?!
And the best thing was that today they had photo taking and i did not go to school.
BEST TO THE MAXXXXXX.

The school did not even say there was photo taking! I think i'm under some curse or something.
In pri 1 i did not take the class photo coz i was sick.
In sec 4 my face will not be in the class photo coz i am sick.

Maybe its like some leaving and going into school curse.
In my wholeeeeee school life i think i look the coolest in pri 1 and sec 4 but i'm just nv in the photos where i look cool.
I really don't understand why I always take photos looking disgustingly gross but when I look normal i am nv in the photo!

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I am going to make sure they photo shop me into the photo.
Stupid Irritating WHY WHY WHY!

2009-03-28T17:24:00.006+08:00

sports day was awesome although dodsworth did not win, but it still rockz.
i was in the shade during the whole event but it was still so freaking hot.
this proves that the shade is useless and that Singapore's weather is so hot that it can even pass through shade.
the school should have their even in like the indoor stadium next time.

this week has been awesome! it passed so quickly and its Saturday again today.
watched 100mins of marley and me just now, i still have 15 mins left but it is not loading and i have been waiting since 1pm which is like 5 hours?!
so within that 5hrs i have been walking around the house, checking out future new york colleges that i will go to in the future!

CIP on thurs and it was awesome. I think i have like some thing for old people. I think they are so cute. If only my grandmama went for the CIP. My grandmama is the coolest grandmama on earth. She says the word bull shit! Hahaha!

i finally feel free from all the problems in my life and i think i am the happiest kid on earth, FOR NOW.

DODSWORTH 4EVA

2009-03-19T22:22:00.004+08:00

It's so funny when i saw this. If only the girl video-ed my face.
The happiness inside me when i saw JB was so awesome! I love feeling so happy but its really not possible in this shitty world i'm living in so i've decided to un-shit it and make my life better and more meaningful.
For a start, I won Taylor Swift's cd from 17 today! Hahaha!

plz

2009-03-18T22:38:00.004+08:00

the one week holiday is zooming away as fast as like the bullet train in japan and its annoying me big time!
so far, no homework completed. i don't plan to complete it anyway because the teachers will not collect it thus i will not waste my time doing it. i rather watch gossip girl!

today i watched a super funny video and i laughed so hard i almost died of stomach ache! i've been watching alot of videos recently. i found this website where you can view whats going on in times square like on the spot and its so extremely cool coz i'll have a good view of all the possible HAMS.

thank god for videos coz they brighten up your day. w/o them i would be a sad lozer. i don't know what on earth is wrong w me but i just feel so lifeless everyday. there's so much i want to say/do but i don't know where to begin and there is just one person i want to rant all these to but the person just isn't available. you said that you would be there when i need someone to talk to but where the hell are you now. i miss the times when we would spend hours talking about everything under the sun. now we don't even talk. maybe it was my fault for saying those things and i apologize. it was jealously alright? i want our friendship back but i really don't know about you. i always stare at your msn nick online wondering if i should open a convo but in the end i still don't. i think i've made too many first moves. how bout you start a first one now?

i think i can write a song w what i've typed above. hahahaha! maybe it will become a hit or something then nick jonas will hear it and he will find me to do a song w him :D
ok this is a v good idea!!

Thanks for bringing me through

2009-03-07T22:29:00.005+08:00

HIHIHIHI!

Today I accomplished something new! I participated in a tryathalon/triathlon. VEEEENEEESAAA & Loser Clara were in my group and i know i completely brought them down but there was no placing anyway!
Although i was supposed to cycle, i didn't have a bike so i completely roller bladed the whole way! Or like 1/8 of the way. The blades were like quite screwed up so i just walked after like o.5km. Talk about perseverance!
But whatever, i still got one big tin of Milo which is the trophy (-.-) that will last me through the whole month! I'm going to live on Milo this month :D

Alright, i have nothing else to say already. I would blog about my results but they're so screwed up i don't even want to think about it. Seriously, just let me go back to primary 1. I won't be suffering so badly like i am now. IN CONCLUSION, SCHOOL SUCKS.

OH, and JB world tour dates are going to be announced next week! I seriously hope they come to SPORE. I will buy the frontest row tickets and make sure i eye contact with NICK!!! hehe! I will get some eye opener or something so that my eyes will be damn big like lodestars then he can stare into them and we will fall in love and he'll bring me to America so that i don't have to suffer here anymore!

So, i shall go online shopping for eye openers (:

!*
TODAY I ACCOMPLISHED SOMETHING NEW AGAIN!!!
I wrote 3 pages for zuowen, the longest i have written in my entire life (which is why i always fail chinese) and the best part is, I did it all by myself! With abit of help from LUG and ALOT OF CHENGYU'S and the DICTIONARY and GOSSIP GIRL which i was watching while doing it but omg i think my zuowen is damn zai!
I LOVE CHINESE FOR TODAY! and if my teacher fails me for this compo, i'm really going to run after her with a chopper!

2009-03-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

i deleted my long ranting post because i'm not ready to face up to reality.
i forgot that this is life.

THE WORLD SUCKS, THATS REALITY.

2009-02-27T23:54:00.006+08:00

My goodness, I really want to go back to New York! This is seriously post-post-post-post holiday syndrome. NY is the only place I'm forever smiling and happy and cool. If any New Yorkers are reading this and have a cheap quick and easy way for me to get a New York citizenship then please tell me!!

The more I stay in Singapore, the more depressed I feel.

Life has changed so much. I'm so tired everyday that i don't even feel like talking and i wished my mind would stop thinking. Its thinking of things that i don't even want to think of. I need to find the off switch to my brain.

Now that its recession, i can't waste money so i should switch off my brain power but not die.
I seriously wish all my problems would just fly away. I want to be a bird! I wouldn't have any problems except like finding twigs to build a nest and finding food (i would just go to the school canteen and eat everyone's food. ) Omg i think i'll be a happy bird because i won't even need to pay for the food i eat.

The things I have to do are getting more and more insane and are increasing at like a damn fast rate. If my life was a speed time graph, the graph would be damn steep, probably a vertical line.

Common tests are thankfully over, but i think i did freaking badly. Truthfully, I think i would not even pass anything this term. I know that in life we have to be positive to have a good life blah blah, but this is the most positive i can be. If i were negative, I think i would get -100 for every single paper, if there was such a thing anyway.

Ugh life sucks, school sucks, the only thing i'm looking forward to is 12mn, when i can finally lie in my bed and go to sleep.

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!

PS. (I HAVE WATCHED A DESPO PERSON IN ACTION AND IT IS THANKFULLY NOT ME!)
it's alright if you don't get me, i don't get myself either.

Hate is a strong word, but i really really really really don't like you!

2009-02-13T23:09:00.006+08:00

Hi cousins, I (L) YOU

Happy V Day, everyone!
I'm going to spend it w Nick Jonas in my favourite-st place in the world, New York!
N is seriously such a cool letter.

Today, I'm v happy cause I got to eat dairy milk chocolate, my favorite!
I esp. love fruit and nut.

I'm going to be random and write 5 Random things about me

1) I haven't been eating banana's since I heard that 1 banana = 10 bowls of rice. And i miss banana's so much.
2) My email was created on 17 Sept 2000, so it's 9 years old! It was created 1 day after Nick's B'day! Omg!
3) I think i have a v high ego
4) The reason I changed my phone was because I sat on it on the aeroplane
5) I really really really love my bed

Goooooooodbye!

2009-02-03T21:26:00.003+08:00

i just realized how precious life is.
i have decided to treasure every single person in my life even if they suck or rock because when they leave i'll never get them back again & i don't want to regret not doing this or that with the person cause it'll only make me feel worst.

rest in peace, uncle chris (:
i'll miss you alot.

It's the time of bak gua, , family, money and more money (:

2009-01-27T20:56:00.010+08:00

TPTPTPTP!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!, again (:
I think that there should be a week of CNY holidays and like not only 2 pathetic days -.- but it's alright actually cause i don't even feel that its CNY.
For the first time, I did not open my angpow's in the car. I'm maturing manz!
Although its like a New year, i'm not going to make any more resolutions because i can barely stick to the old ones except for the ponning cca. I've been faithfully attending guitar!
And although it's like recession now, i think i actually got more money this year. Maybe the angpow givers realize my need to go to new york thus, they are being kind and are giving me more $!
So, I would like to thank all the ANG POW GIVERS. When i'm older and married to Nick J, i won't forget all of you! But come to think about it, I don't want to get married so early cause i won't get angpows then.

This will be the first & the last time I'm saying this but,
THANK GOD THERE'S MORNING RUN TMR!
I need to lose all the bakgua in me.

i he(art) you!

TERIFFIC TURTLE! I look like a geek in the specs.
AWESOME!

I'm stretching MR PRESIDENT!

MY AWESOME, CUTE, COOL, SEXY GRANDPA!

JN4evaz!

Alright, this is all i have to say today.
Till the next time i find my ds card,
sayonara (:

(PS, I completed 4 episodes of gossip girl today!)
HOW AWESOME AM I?!

I NEED TO GO FISHING

2009-01-18T21:56:00.003+08:00

JONAS BROTHERS LIVE CHAT @ 4AM LATER

omg so excccccciting can!
i can finally see nick again after we locked eyes at times square
but then there will be all the other people on that chat trying to grab his attention.
so annoying :@
why can't they be more understanding! they shd sympatize w me and allow nick and i to talk one on one and not interupt our conversation.

i wonder if i will meet nick after i die. hmz. but i bet there will be a billion gazillion girls in heaven trying to grab his attention as well.
sickening piece of shit!

i should seriously stop being nick crazy and start being maths crazy, but i can't help it. nick's just too hot. this is love, baby!

anyhoo, school's been a bore. boring to the max. the teachers are flooding us w homework and this year i actually feel the urge to do my homework. but thats cause they keep threatening us. if we don't do it we will stand outside the class/ kicked out of the lesson/ all the other stupid stuff.

im' going to sleep now. tmr is monday and i can see/ annoy/ irritate/ disturb huiyen! hehe (: im becoming more and more like a pig. v soon my stomach will be as big as LUG'S!

i will upload photos they next time when i find my memory card. goodnight, sleep tight, let the bed bugs crawl into your bed and bite you.

2009-01-10T23:24:00.004+08:00

I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT. OMG, she is so freaking awesome.
Anw, i'm inspired to migrate to newyork after watching her performance on new year's eve. Please remember to send me off if i ever decide to go, or if i raise enough money to go, or if my parents even allow me to go.

I was reading the JB Book last night and i realized how hot nick is/was/will be! Ok, this is just a short post to inform the world about my awesome nick jonas, which mildred stole because she is actually miley cyrus.
She is like living a double life like hannah montana and she is super mean because she created a facebook group insulting muazzzz.

This is a good example of an EVIL person. If you ever see the facebook group, dont support MC the president of the EVIL society!!!

EVIL = Every Villian Is a Loser

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

* I WANT TO SLEEEEEEP!
I NEED SOME MAGICAL FAIRY TO COME DOWN AND GRANT MY WISH WHICH IS TO BRING ME TO NEW YORK NOW AND NOT LET ME STUDY AND MAGICALLY LET ME BE RICH AND FAMOUS AND HAPPY AND SKINNY AND WHENEVER I EAT I WILL JUST GROW SKINNIER AND MARRIED TO NICK JONAS but of course this will all never happen now.

when nick marries me and i migrate to new york in the near future, please come to the airport to send me off. thank you v much and i love you and school sucks.

2008-12-31T09:11:00.014+08:00

HAPPY 2009 IN LIKE 15 HOURS! or probably 14 when i complete this post.

This year has been uh, interesting. But anyway, I wanna thank everyone that has been through this year w me like my classmates, clique, ex classmates, cca friends, cell, church friends, muaz family for like entertaining me and stuff like that.

I seriously appreciate you'll. Please help me thank your parents for bringing you into this world. HAHA!
Thanks for putting up w muaz!

RESOLUTIONS

Pass maths!!!
Pass chinese!!!
STOP EATING FAST FOOD. omg the oil. ew
START GOING TO CHURCH/ CELL!
Stop ponning guitar
STOP PONNING EVERYTHING!
Steal cupids arrow and shoot it at nick jonas so that we will be in loveeeeeee!
Stop obsessing over Nick Jonas!
Be a better friend, although i know i'm a v good one alr. HAHA. Ok i know that over this year i've made friends but i've also lost alot. So watch out friends that i've lost, i'm going to be your friend again! But it's funny right, like how you and someone are/were good friends and after not talking for a while, you just can't talk to the person anymore.
Find a good hairdresser
Cut hair
Stop annoying christie. HAHAHAHAHA. ok la i know im damn annoying this year because i keep asking you to fight w me. please continue to stay mean though.
stop rolling eyes at people
BE NICE.

SO IM GOING TO COMPLETE ALL OF THEM ONE BY ONE THIS YEAR.

Last night @ watchnight, i think we were supposed to reflect abt 2008 but my mind drifted to other years but just not 2008. So i was reflecting about things many years ago which is really lame.

But anyway, i realized that i was a v horrible person then because i was doing mean things and spreading rumors and whatever but anyway, sorry to the people i have offended!
I guess it all happened because i was possibly mad and ridiculously immature and guy crazy (which i'm not now because i have nick jonas {:)

Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry from the bottom of my 99% black and 1% red heart.

P.S CHRISTIE ANNA YOU ROCK <- 40% of this was forced and 60% is from my black and red heart

America 2

2008-12-24T09:00:00.010+08:00

disney's animal kingdom.

HAHAHA!

epcot

yay my best friend barney!

universal studios

at the factory outlet at las vegas. the wind was super strong that the birds were flying backwards. i bet if i was like 10kg or something i would fly too.

so yup, i'm done!
i really miss NewYork, i seriously don't mind studying there in the future except that i will be all alone and lonely.

this trip was like so far the awesome-est trip ever, besides being forced to sit all the rides w beverly. they really make you want to PUKE.

but we were there during black friday or something like that, which was the day after thanksgiving where all the shops were having MAJOR MAJOR SUPER MAJOR sales. it was on that day which i bought my brown jacket which i've been wearing in almost every picture. super comfy!

and some people there seriously cheat your money, like in newyork, there were these hotdog/ pretzel stands all over the place and a hotdog was about $1.5o to $3.00 but we found this shop which sold them for $1.00
so i bought one and then he was like ketchup or mustard and i was like both. then he said ok, $1.50
so my mum was like "what? 50 cents for ketchup and mustard? you gotta be kidding" because usually it's free.

right now its snowing in new york. i want to see snow!

but anyway, thank you mumsie and popsie for this trip!

christmas is tomorrow and im not done w my christmas shopping.
have to get 3 presents by today. ohman completely not possible.
then christmas dinner later :@
im still thinking about faking sick so i won't need to go but then i won't get my presents.
tough choice!

tomorrow im going to the graveyard, once again, to visit my great grandmother even though i've never met her before. such a filial great grand child right!
my 5 year contract w her is going to end next year. i mean she didn't exactly agree to the contract because she's like not alive but i guess she should be alright w it.
haahahaha i feel crazy making a contract w a dead person.

christmas brings back alot of memories like that time i went to ikea and suddenly decided to get everyone presents there. hahaha. i bought like alot of stuff toys and it was so freaking hard to wrap them or like last year when we had a clique christmas lunch. that was fun!

so merry christmas everyone! hope you have a happy happy christmas! :D

America 1

2008-12-23T18:42:00.012+08:00

alright, now for the america post.
its going to be a long one it seems and im not going to be posting all the photos because that would be the job of a v free person and im a v busy woman because i still have christmas cards to write.

i really have no idea why these photos are so huge.

the ball that will be dropping on new years eve @ times square.

as you can see its really freaking cold. i know i look like some weirdo dressing like that but its really cold!

times square waiting for the macy's parade to pass

the weird woman who could sing rihanna songs

The pictures at madame tussads can be viewed on my friendster. I'm seriously too lazy to upload it through blogger.

look! jonas brothers @ times square!

this is all i will post for new york. computer is seriously too laggy already.
LA & Florida some other time!

Meeting Jonas Brothers

2008-12-23T08:05:00.006+08:00

While my photos are being uploaded onto photo bucket, i decided that i would blog about meeting the Jonas Brothers! To save time because time is v precious. Must make use of all my time before school starts :@

You can refer to the drawing up up there if you don't understand what I'm talking about. Alright so before i left to USA i found out that there would be a book signing w the Jonas Brothers for their new book and they were going to be there the same day that I would so i decided to go and meet them.

So you had to be at the bookshop at like 7am to get this tag to be able to get in. I left the hotel at 5am and guess what, the line was already super long. The first people in line had been there 2 days before. It was like impossible for me to get in so i depressingly walked away. Then we went to toys r us which is gigantic. It's like 4 stories and they have a freaking ferris wheel in the store.

Outside toys r us was this like huge crowd, massively huge.
So i asked my dad,
N: Whose the star?
D: I don't know, maybe the Jonas Brothers
N: Uh impossible.
Then the limo drives up and everyone starts screaming Jonas Jonas Jonas
D: It's the Jonas Brothers!
N: AHHHHH OMG!

So like I was snapping pictures but sadly the pictures looked like crap. Then the Jonas Brothers walked into the place where they were supposed to film Good Morning America which you can watch on Youtube.

So i walked into toys r us and i was like spying on them from the 4th floor. They came out and i started snapping photos again. I was like the only weirdo squatting at the window taking pictures. The store people were like staring at me like i was insane but whatever! So the 2nd picture was taken in toys r us while i was spying.

Then i went out again for fun because my parents were like buying their stuff.
I managed to squeeze to the 2nd row. Then the Jonas Brothers came out to go back to their hotel. If you look at the first picture, there are like blue dots which was the path they walked and as you can see they walked past me which was how i took photo 3, 4 & 5.

So that is my story and i have more pictures of them and if you want it you can ask me for them. It is completely fated that I met Nick Jonas and it was totally love at first sight although i don't know when i am ever going to meet him again.

2008-12-17T10:17:00.003+08:00

Hello lovelies,

I'm backkkkkkkkkkk!
I got the dates of like my return wrong. I thought i was supposed to be back on 15th but somehow i came back on 17th. I guess it's the time difference between the two countries.

So anyway, i'll post some pictures from my trip soon. It was really super fun, like many things happened but the most important thing was that I MET THE JONAS BROTHERS! and i'm not kidding but apparently the whole world thinks i'm kidding cause when i tell people that i met the jonas brothers they'll just say "yeah his poster is it?" or something along that line. But i did not meet them in posterland or something. I have pictures to prove it but i'll blog abt that another time!

I realised that throughout my whole holiday i missed alot of people, cause like i kept dreaming about my relatives and friends and they all did weird things in my dreams.

I miss my grandparents/cousins/aunties/uncles/! friends the most but im glad im back, except that my phone can't work now cause uh i accidentaly sat on it in the plane. Hahaha and in newyork i accidentaly flushed my contact lenses.
But these things were all accidents baby!

Now i'll do this quiz that i got tagged to do and im going to sleep even though its 11am. I plan to live in america time and not switch my body clock back :D

1. The person who passed you this quiz is

Tan Ruyuan

2. Your relationship with him/her is....

Friends

3. Your 5 impressions of him/ her:
Chinese. I guess this is not an impression but W, she reminds me of chinese.
Low comprehesion skills!
Talkative when shes in the mood
Dao when shes in the mood
She likes to press buttons on the phone whenever she laughs which is really weird! And whenever she laughs, it makes her seem like she has no more oxygen in her.

4. The most memorable thing he or she has done for you:
Um, be a good friend?

5. The most memorable words he she has said to you:
First someone in her house will say "Ruyuan fang dian hua!" then she'll say "Eh i need to go alr"
Yeah, thats super memorable.

6. If she becomes your lover, you will...
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Nick Jonas will kill her first :D

7. If she becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on...
She won't become my lover hello! But if she wants to be my lover its ok i will just reject her and she will reject me if i become her lover also so we'll just reject each other.

8. If she becomes your enemy....
Nobody will hang up the phone on me already!

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
Because she keeps hanging up the phone whenever i talk to her

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is...
Nothing? I don't feel like doing anything for anybody now. I just want to sleep. JETLAG!

11. Your overall impression of him her is....
Low comprehesion skills!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
People will look at me and recommend me to a good hairdresser.

13. The characteristics you love about yourself are..
-

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
Horrible Hair

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
Nick Jonas, but then if i'm him then i can't be with him so i think i'll just stick to being me :D

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...
Thank you! I care and like you too :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you...
1. Ruyuan (Have fun redoing this!)
2. Christie
3. Joyce
4. Xiuhui
5. Huiyen
6. Xinying
7. Rachel Souw
8. Nick Jonas
9. Beverly
10. Cheryl Ang
11. Whoever who reads this whose name has the letter N in it!

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with at the moment?
Her textbooks, and the goats that we are going to see.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Hahaha! They can make a good couple so i guess it's a good thing.

21. How about no.8 and 5?
HAHA! yeah quite cause she will finally appreciate Nick Jonas

22. What is no.2 studying?
David Archuleta's face

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
v long ago

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Jonas Brothers, HAHA

25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
Yup

26. Will you woo no.3?
Hahahahaha! I'm sorry Joyce but i'm partially married to Nick Jonas.

27. How about no.7?
If Nick Jonas doesn't want me then i come find you k. Hahaha!

28. Is no.4 single?
Yup. Actually i think she wants to be attatched to show luo but..

30. What is the hobby of no.4
Helping me be more scarstic, creating lame song/quotes, playing puzzle -.-, emailing, sleeping, eating, being Loser UnGorgeous, loving Nick Jonas :D

31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other.

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Peicai

33. Say something casually about no.1.
She claims I have a hairy pimple, which I so do not! Oh, and she is the sibbling of Ringo cause her name is Ringu (Ruyuan+Pingu)

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
I don't need to develop feelings for him cause we have feelings for each other cause we are partially married when we met at times square.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
In my house

36. What colour does no.4 like?
Black, Red?

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Nope, don't think so, unless they have some secret best friend relationship that i don't know of.

38. Does no.7 likes no.2?
They don't know each other

39. How do you get to know no.2?
Church

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
I think she had a turtle, like some huge turtle but i think it died or something

41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
How would I know! I think the sexiest girl in the world can be found in like those kind of playboy magazines or something so you can go there and look.

42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
Yeah

43. Say something more about no.6...
Her name is Xinying but she is known better as Tear.
She likes goats, thus she can be a potential goater.

44. What is your relationship with no.9...
Sister

45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from:
-.- This is so ridiculous, why would anybody want to know!
But except for no 2 & 8, the rest are from PL.
2 is from Raffles and 8 is/was home schooled

46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
Cry

47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
Nick Jonas and the rest are all in imaginary relationships

48.How did you first meet no.3?
Church

49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
This is getting annoying, i have to keep scrolling up to see who is which number.
But anyway, they don't know each other so them being together is not really possible but if they were i would be shocked. duh, that is how people react when their girl-friends are together.

50. Last question! What would you do if no.10 tells you she is pregnant?
She doesn't need to tell me cos i will naturally figure it out if she suddenly becomes fat.

2008-11-25T10:13:00.006+08:00

ooh lala im in the airport now.
my flight leaves in 2 hours to america.
there are alot of H.A.M here and im guessing that they are going to the same place as me thus they will be in the same flight as me thus i am very happy.
im coming back on the 15th of december so cya then!
if i can find a computer there then i will blog :}
i will miss all of you humans like lug, ringu, anna, joyce teo, yenz, rachel souw, angs, fion, xinying, jaslyn, mildred, qinghui, giennieve, vanna, and the list goes on cause there is this man standing behind me and i guess he wants to use the computer so BYE!
please rmb to miss me. thank you v much.
lubxz you v v v much!

2008-11-23T23:03:00.009+08:00

omg my ability to edit photos is completely horrible.

i can't even rotate a picture, something is def. wrong w me.

anyway, on friday there was a surprise party for my twin aunties who liked turned 50 and it was organized by my mum and her friends. old people are weird but i guess my aunties were surprised,+ even though they claim they weren't but i believe they were i mean who wouldn't be hello?!, so i guess that was good.

nothing much to say about the party so i'll let the pictures do the talking. a picture says a 1000 words, or is it 100.

if its 100 words then i just said 1500 words and if its 1000 then i just said 15000 words by just uploading pictures! maybe i should just upload a picture for the commonwealth essay :) haha then i won't need to write an essay!

but for the first time in my entire life, the pictures were uploaded correctly, like the first picture i took is at the top and the last is at the bottom, except i didn't take 15 pics, i took more than that but most of it shows my big ugly pimple (never use oil blotters!) so nah, that's out.

* PLEASE TURN YOUR HEAD OR COMPUTER 180 DEGREES TO HAVE A GOOD PICTURE OF THE CAKE. turning your head 180 degress will help w blood flow so that you'll have nice red blushy cheeks!

this was the cake for terry which is like my aunties friends which is obvious i mean she had to be their friend to be invited to the party. anyway, my mum bought her cake and she bought my aunties cake and since all of them are like obsessed w mahjong or something, they all bought mahjong cakes. sadly i didn't get to eat this cake but it does look nice especially w the kiwi's. i like kiwi's (:

aunties cake, see mahjong obsessed people! so after that there was dinner and there was this cater-er(?) and the sotong balls were so yummy!

i like sotong balls, i hate fishballs.

i like crab stick, i hate crab.

i love fish fillet, i hate fish. hahaha!

this is my grandpapa 2 and he likes to sing! & he has cool socks (: please turn your head 90 degrees to see this. thank you very much.
so like these were all the little children i played w that day. ok maybe not all of them were little cos like my cousins were older than me so im considered little to them. ok whatever.
on the sofa: julianne, joanne & beverly
floor: ellen(?), mario shirt girl, valtino, valvic

apparently im the only one that can't join their 2nd & 3rd and 4th & 5th finger together. whooboy i have finger issues as well! this adds on to the list of things nicole can't do
1) join my 2nd & 3rd and 4th & 5th finger

2) edit photos

3) eat taogay

4) love nick jonas (HAHAHA)

5) roll my tongue as in i can roll it and make the u shape tongue thingy but i can't roll it so it can produce that rrrrrrrrrrrrrr sound and the list goes on. i don't think im normal. i think im an alien

i like making lists! its so fun!

so i had to do some pose so i decided to twist, so lame. oh look! beverly can't do it either! hahahahaha!

then we started jumping, do you know it helps you lose loads of weight i mean i didn't weigh myself but i certainly felt skinnier!

i like this picture the best! so cool i look like super woman.

attempting to be like cheerleaders cos y'know they climb on each other and take these shots. thank god those kids were light or else there goes my back.

after which we got super tired so we walked across the big field in hopes of finding a playground but while walking through the field halfway they said that there were snakes and frogs and when i heard the word frogs i immediately ran for our lives i mean who the hell would want to touch or step on a frog. ew but thats just gross.

so we walked quite far and then we were standing outside this house discussing what to do next and enjoying the wind when this dog started barking madly and we thought it was going to escape so we ran back. what a wasted trip!

so after that we played monopoly till like 3am and i won! i mean we didnt really complete the game but i had the most money so haha!

then we played some game for a while and then they went home at like 5am. omg so i slept at 5am. i am the champion of the world, sleeping at 5am which i know is completely bad for me cause like i wake up at 11 everyday and i can't wake up later than that so like i lack sleep.

ohman today is sunday and i hate sundays cause there is school on monday but haha its the holidays now but school is starting in like 5 weeks and i don't want that to happen cause i hate schoooooool!

but anw,

thank you if you read till here. this is probabaly one of the most long posts ever and i just realised that im supposed to call ruyuan but its like alr 00:11 now.

call ruyuan -> ruyuan's parents mad that i call so late -> come to my house to kill me for disturbing their sleep -> bring ruyuan to my hse to help in the killing -> i can talk to ruyuan face to face ->don't need to call her thus won't get killed-> have to call her to get her here first thus whole cycle repeats itself.

forget it, i'm just going to sleep now. i have big eye bags which make me look like an anteater. okay weird why i suddenly said ant eater but i rmb my teacher telling me that ant eaters are the only mammals who lay eggs and last time the teacher keeps insisting that the ant eater is the only mammal who lays eggs question will come out in the exams but i've never seen it before! i feel so cheated memorising that fact.

ooh its monday now. so in 2 days i'll leave, i think.

but i don't feel like going now, cause when i come back i'll have to go to school. ew. maybe i'll love it there that i'll never come back! hahahaha! might happen like if i commit some crime there and they keep me in jail!

don't cry out loud, just keep it inside

2008-11-19T23:41:00.017+08:00

can you believe it, i slept 2 hours last night and i am not tired at all now, like something is seriously wrong w my body.

chalet ytd, was fun except there was so many left over chicken wings (which i brought!) so i had to give them to Jaslyn & Ruyuan to bring home. seriously uh, help me thank your family for helping me eat them.

quite a number of pictures were taken but i am only posting one cause i am quite lazy now. feeling v depressed about my super oily face.

i shall never use oil blotters again.

most of the pictures w rachel so maybe when i get them i'll post more but they are more or less the same, us sitting on the bed using self-timer, zilian-ing, except w different poses.

ok, my editing skills really suck like big time. i wanted to put it back to its normal state but uh i didn't know how to so yup, i am stuck w this. you can actually see the oil on my fat face!

left w a few days (6 to be exact, 5 in 12 more minutes) to pack for my trip. quite excited to go :) just want to be away from everyone right now & i think everyone should take some time away from me and my annoying/ weirdness as well. you might die of too much nicole (the newest disease) hopefully i'll enjoy myself. this year has been a tough one w school, cca (which i never ever go for so i guess it doesn't count) so this holiday is def. needed to go and do whatever i need to do to prepare myself for next year (ugh)

going to spend loads of time w bev & sam. hopefully i won't die of their annoyingness.

this post is really very blah, but i guess i am just not in the mood to blog.

k so i have to do this quiz that anna tagged me w or something.

long one whoa.

Instructions:

1. Do the "Letter MEME".

2. Tag no less than 5 other people.

3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Template:

Dear (the last person who text messaged you):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know about what I (10) (11).

(12),

-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I'll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn't match

Grey - You're a pervert

Yellow - I'm selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You're a loser

Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kabob - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women's clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy statue

Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. -Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scared

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

(why don't they have gossip girl?!)

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn't exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we're cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this.

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Overjoyous - That I'm open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - The cut toenails

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David's tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Always will remember

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards (duh!)

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

Dear Ruyuan:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it When I threw up Outside of Chicago and I saw you Sit on My father. I'm sure you're Cowardly enough to understand That we're cousins. I'm returning The pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep Your suicide note as a memory. You should also know about what I Was interviewed by the Times about Our friendship.

Best regards,

Nicole

5 people I tag are,

1. Ruyuan

2. Xiuhui

3. Huiyen

4. Rachel Souw

5. Cheryl Ang

2008-11-15T23:48:00.006+08:00

saturday's are seriously the most boring-est days on the planet earth.
i've beenn staying at home for the past saturdays' doing nothing, omg what a pathetic life.

thursday went out w anna to watch madagascar 2
we bought hsm3 cups. hahaha now i drink out zac efron. uh sounds weird haha but whatever. we also came up w a new action to shut people up but apparently anna thinks its the catch fly action. so not anna, so not!

after the movie we travelled around orchard to find some popstar magazine which had this interview w david archuleta. if i were still in love w nick jonas then i would have enthusiastically walked around orchard finding the magazine cos' it had this gigantic nick poster but sadly im not.

i think simple plan is a great band cos' i've been listening to their songs the whole enitire day! i rmb i used to love their song vacation. i want to d/l the cd but something is wrong w my comp & i can't save or open any songs. what a horrible computer &
taylor swift is also super cool like her new album is out and its awesome but sadly i don't buy cd's cause i always lose them. d/l them is so much better but since my stupid computer is being a loser i can't d/l them at all -.-

k, since i'm so bored i shall write a list of my favourite singerzxx

Taylor Swift

Jonas Brothers (even tho' i don't like nick, i think their songs are pretty okay)

Boys Like Girls

Simple Plan

High School Musical! (i don't know if they are like an actual band or smth but wtvr, their songs are nice!)

favourite tv shows

suite life of zack & cody (omg so childish. haha)

gossip girl!

90210

ellen degeneres!

hey arnold (HAHA!)

omg im' such a childish person. hahahahha! ok this is all i have to blog abt today. oh did i mention this is my 50th post :D haha. happy happy! so anw, goodbye everyone its 16 Nov 00:08 (omg so cool i can stay up so late. haha im training myself to stay up late!)

3 more days till i can watch gossip girl, 6 more days till SP, 9 more days till ............ !

2008-11-12T22:32:00.007+08:00

Today is seriously such a boring day. It can make it into the guiness book of records for the most boring day on the planet earth!

Woke up super early (6:45am!) to go for guitar, suddenly felt this urge to go for cca since my attendance is like at risk.

Missed the bus, boarded the later bus thus late. Had to pay $2 (!) One for being late & the other for not bringing guitar but my guitar string broke, completely not my fault i mean it's not like i cut the string on purpose of something! I don't have such a big scissors anyway.

So since guitar, i've been home the whole day trying to work my stupid computer.
Sending songs from one comp to the other only to find out my itunes can't work thus the songs can't even be played (!!!!!!!!!!!) Sorry if like my msn nick kept popping up all the time saying 'nicolexz (b) has just signed in'
I know you were irritated, so was I.

Im so tired today that I want to switch off the comp & go to sleep now but since I'm such a great friend, i've decided to wait for LUG to complete her puzzle game. This is like the 43623464237 game i've played w her alr. Actually, no. I didn't play the games at all. I just leave the convo open so she can play her game.

So here are the pics. Going out w huiyen & xiuhui has become my newest hobby, except when they eat that disgusting food which stinks.

Look like some big star, my future job.

Credits: Huiyen paparatzi pte ltd

So goodbye everybody. I really need my sleep thank you very much.

I'll post a more normal post soon, after i get my sleep and stop feeling so pissy.

SAYONARA

I WANT TO WIN THOSE RIHANNA TICKETS (!!) C'MON BE NICE LET ME WIN IT!

*** THIS IS THE FRIGGIN 5TH TIME I'VE EDITED THE FONT AND IT STILL LOOKS LIKE SHIT. WHY?!

OHHHHHHHHHH-BAMAMA!

2008-11-06T20:04:00.002+08:00

I think i broke my leg/ ankle.
Omg its damn friggin pain okay, i think i need counter-pain to push away the pain from my leg or smth.
I will never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever (times infinity) do jump shots again. I will do squat shots.

Just now during our break genie, yenzx & LUG were doing jump shots in the assembly area and we were like jumping over each other. I think i was supposed to jump over huiyen who was sitting on the floor but i think while jumping i was so scared that i would like land on her or smthing and break her back cause um, im not exactly the lightest person on the planet, so i think like while in the air, my leg just broke cause it was so scared so when i landed on the floor it could not work anymore.

Intensive lessons this week, BORING! like omg seriously, every single class just makes me want to sleep which i've been doing i mean wth i have to wake up early just to go to school to get bored and sleep which i can do at home in the comforts of my own bed. Thank god tomorrow is the last intesive lesson day (TGTITLILD!)

Anw, i've found a new role model! okay, maybe not so much of a role model but someone awesomely cool.
That person is ........................................................... (ew so many dots, so ugly)

OBAMA!
erm, actually i wanted to make it like some surprise or smthing but i don't think its very surprising but whatever, OBAMA! HAHAHAHA!

k, my comp is depressingly laggy so i shall end here before it does its wonderful magic trick again and suddenly switch itself off.

xoxo,
Nicole :}

Obama to the left
McCain to the right
Novemeber 4
They decide!

2008-11-01T23:13:00.004+08:00

im trying to hit 50 posts before like christmas, im at my 46th post now.
time flies so fast like the super fast train in china.

y'know i hate gross wet disgusting steamy toilets like mine. its so steamy that when i walk into the toilet my glasses fog up. k, maybe its not so steamy-ish but its just gross. ew

so far the holidays have been rather interesting,

going out daily to waste my time.
intensive lessons next week (zzzz, omg this is so huiyen!)
guitar like 3 times a week (#@%!%!@%#^%&%*%^%#*%&$%^#$%^@^)
opening a convo w xiuhui every night but she doesn't talk to me, she just plays her stupid puzzle -.-
and just basically wasting my time doing nothing

another 25 more days. omg hurry up pleaseee i can't wait any longer!
now im watching a jonas brothers video. can't believe im doing this!
simply no self control, but i think joe jonas is quite hot & nice & whatever cause like during this concert he carried this small little girl on stage and like let her sing into the mike.
k nono i must stop talking about the jonas brotherssssssssssssss!

would upload photos today but my computer like is filled with viruses. it's like virus land in my computer. disgusting gross pop-ups keep popping up! so i've learnt to

stop google-ing 'where to watch gossip girl episodes' on google alr cause that's what i did and i clicked alot of weird websites in hopes to find gossip girl episodes but it's all a faliure and even resulted in my computer getting virusessss!
never go to page 2 onwards for google searches cause that's where all the viruses hide

but anw, gossip girl is really nice & the next episode is coming out tmr. wheeee :}

The following message is for

TAN RUYUAN RINGU,

SISTER OF UNCLE RINGO, THE FUNFAIR OWNER!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!

I've said whatever i watned to in the card alr, my moving camera will be there to check on you :} Oh, btw, i wanted to give you gummies for your birthday too but er it expired. hahahah!

k, so shall update the next time i go to http://www.blogger.com/

xoxo,

nicole ♥

2008-10-25T12:52:00.004+08:00

I LOVE 3C1 '08!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL ANG!

Hahaha! I bet you're super shocked at this picture i took of you :} Not bad huh my unglam skills! Actually i wanted to put another picture of you but i couldn't find it cause all my pictures are in some huge mess. Maybe when i find it, i'll post it, but in the meantime, this unglam will do!

Hope you have a great birthday today! Don't spend it having tuition k, cause having tuition on your birthday completely sucks & i know you have tuition on saturdays and today is a saturday, so just pon it. hahahaha!

You've been a great friend this year :} Enjoy your birthday k! You have another 11 hours more till your birthday ends.

Okay, i have broken up w my ex-unofficial-husband Nick Jonas :'{

It's a super sad story to why its over between us.

Like sometime last week i went to heartland mall popular w xh & hy. Then right i saw this book called just jonas or something like that. It was completely filled with the jonas brothers (wheeee -.- )

So right at that time i was still in love w nick.

Then i was reading the book and it said Nick doesn't like girls who talked about school (!!!!)

Yeah so when i read that my heart broke into a million pieces cause i always talk about school. I mean what else is there on this earth to talk about besides sch huh? I'm not working so i can't talk about work hello?

So i decided he was not for me cause we have different intrests :'{

Farewell Nick Jonas.

Such a depressing story k, don't cry while reading this story. Your tears will drip onto the keyboard making the whole keyboard wet then it won't be able to work!

But there's a part 2 to my story k!

I was all depressed the whole day so i went online and was listening to my itunes which was like playing random songs cause it was on shuffle.

So i told my sister : " If the next song is a jonas brothers song, i would marry a jonas brother. "

And guess what, the next song was a jonas brother song (!!!!!!!)

It was A little bit longer by Nick Jonas, and the lyrics were like You don't know what you've got till its gone.

HAHA. So right im assuming Nick went to tell itunes to make the next song playing on my itunes a little bit longer cause he wanted to tell me he didn't know what he got till i was gone.

AWWWWWW :{

Then after that i told Anna abt it then she said if the next song on her itunes was a love song then nick loves me or smth like that, and then the next song on her itunes was true loves kiss.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA! Interesting story huh!

I have found a new love alr! She's that girl in the red jacket in the picture above :} So cute can!

Last saturday at the night safari for the helloween horrors w wilma, joyce, heather & sarah. 2nd year going alr! It was damn fun k :} The costumes were damn nice! We paid like $10 for the tram ride but they didn't even collect our tram tickets -.-

But anw, we sat the tram twice. The second tram ride was damn boooo-ring!

K, as usual the pictures are damn screwed up. The picture which is supposed to be the last picture is the first picture and blahblah. Anw, on thurs we went to send genie off to china. Xh and i left early so we didn't see them departure.

Have a good trip Genie, Adelia, Eudora, Leah, Wenhui, Clarice, Penelope, Dora & whoever else is going!
Rmb to bring me back my combs, tissue paper & chewing gum. I don't want milk. Thanks :D

Yeah k, this is such a long post.

I shall end here now.

Goodbye, Sayonara, Baboo!

ONE MORE MONTH !

2008-10-08T20:16:00.004+08:00

awwwmanxzx innovation week is over :{

i really loved working w (G.G!). At first i thought the whole thing was a piece of shit but like after working w (G.G!) i realized it's actually very fun but too bad it's overrr.

so tmr i'm getting my results back and im nervous like shitxzx! it's spreading like a diesease!
imagine the teacher like giving out the papers in the first to last place order then like im the last. omg that would be so depressing. i think teachers shd like stop doing that! completely depressing/ demoralising!

omg this is the second nickj song my itunes is playing & its on shuffle! haha, so fated to listen to nick's songxzx! :}

this is the top view of our computerized 3D thingaye! you can't really see anything here cause it's the top view but you can go to ringu the person who created this whole thingy's blog to see more pictures :}

YAY! this is (G.G!) which stands for Go Green! we must all Go Green! to have a more erm green environment or something. hahahaha!

this sunglasses would have looked so much better w/o the price tag hanging in the front -.-

call 1800-456-7890 to donate money to nicole's plane ticket to usa funds. obviously santa isn't listening to my wish. i must be a better girl next year! hahahaha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FION JONAS/ KENYES/KEYNES (ah whatever i don't know how to spell it. see, another reason why you should just stick to JONAS. chinese class buddayes ftwww! )

so i shall end here now, i really have no more 'ling-gan' to blog alr. goodbye!
*
hello im back! i'm going to wish people happy birthday cause there were alot of people i forgot to wish haha. i wanted to put this in another post but then my letter to nick jonas will be gone from the blog :{

HAPPY BELATED BIRTDAY GRANDMA

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XINYING

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MILDRED

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRANDPA

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DORISA

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VALERIE TAN

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JACINTHA

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARCUS

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NICK JONAS!!!!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SAMUEL

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SARAH LING

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY VANESSAR YAP

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA YEO

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HEATHER

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAMAKHOOZXZ

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MIIWEI

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WENHUI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FION!

HAPPY TO BE YOUR BIRTHDAY MEIMEI

HAPPY TO BE YOUR BIRTHDAY ISABELLA

HAPPY TO BE YOUR BIRTHDAY ELEANOR

HAPPY TO BE YOUR BIRTHDAY VC

HAPPY TO BE YOUR BIRTHDAY JOANN

HAPPY TO BE YOUR BIRTHDAY CHERYL ANG

I THINK, THATS ALL!
No more brain cells alr, can't think anymore.

2008-09-20T17:55:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!

MY SANTA CLAUSE LOOK ALIKE HUSBAND!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

SO FUNNAYE!

This is so funny the tyres on my tummy are laughing. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

Told cha' looking at him would brighten your day!

Exam's start in err, 2 days!

And i dont feel stress at all.

Why?! Idunno.

Where is the stress when i need it?!

2008-09-15T15:53:00.003+08:00

Dear Nick Jonas,

Even though I'm your number one fan & friend & wife & girlfriend & whatever, i don't think you know who i am which is a very sad thing, seriously. But anyway, i'll be flying to america like in a few hours to celebrate your 16th birthday with you. As we all know, sweet 16's are like probably the most important birthday in your whole life time, apart from your first birthday and your 21st birthday. So you have to celebrate it with someone special which is why i'm flying over tonight and coming back on thursday for my stupid science practical. My flight will be :
SQ26 Economy Class(B747-400)
Singapore(SIN) 23:50
Frankfurt (FRA) 06:30 (16 Sep)

SQ26 Economy Class (B747-400)
Frankfurt(FRA) 08:30
New York (JFK) 10:45 (16 Sep)

Because i will be in the plane on 16th September, i have to wish you a happy birthday today, 15th September. Please don't cry becasuse im wishing you an early birthday. It's better than me being in the plane and not wishing you at all.

I'm sounding friggin serious right now so i shall stop being so serious. I'm sounding very serious cause this is a very important moment in my life where i'm writing a letter to you. HAHA
:D ok actually im damn nervous writing this even though i don't know why cause like you won't see it but whatever.

So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING NICK JONAS!
I will always be your no.1 fan/ wife/ friend/ girlfriend!

Continue doing what you do best (creating awesome music!). You're really an awesome person who brightens my day whenever i see your face! You make the sun come out whenever you wake up.(okay, i know this is crap. hahahaa)
Don't care about what other people say about you like stupid jaslyn who calls you a toad, nevermind, i get called a toad too , those loser people in class who thinks you need a head transplant which you dont cause you have an awesome head , those suckers who prefer joejonas to you ( joejonas doesnt suck btw! ) and those major POOPS who hit your picture in my pencil case or attempt to take you away from my pencil case.
they are just jealous, don't worry.

Love,
Nicole your future wife!

2008-09-12T16:43:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA! I'm so damn proud of my work :}

like finally, im in the same picture as nick! so happy/pleased/contented/yay!

i mean, i think it's the closest i'll ever get to being in the same picture as him since like his all the way in usa ( MY HOMETOWN! ) & im in singapore.

i keep telling people im an american but no body believes me -.-

ohyeah, i cut ringu's ( uncle ringo's brother ) face out of the picture. haha dont cry manzx! next time i take a picture w him i cut his face out put yours, if that will ever happen though.

so anw,

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!

even though this week hasnt been very week-ish but it's still a week.

so it's one week till E.O.Y and the fabulous nicole hasnt started studying yet.

i know it's going to be impossible to learn EVERYTHING from january-september in one friggin' week which is really scaring the hell outta me but i can't study!

i've done some counting & i've come to a conclusion that it is going to be IMPOSSIBLE!

see, term 1,2&3 the exams study so little things still fail like shit.

this term have to study everything so, if i don't fail, its a miracle.

and what's more i have such a busy schedule!

i have to fly to america like now to go for nick's birthday celebration and i have to fly back by thursday for science practical exam, which reminds me, i have to buy an air ticket to fly there now. HAHAHA

zhen me ban ne? wo bu zhi dao!

i seriously have GOT TO start studying now now now now when i can actually still save myself from drowning in the river. right now im floating in the river. if i do badly for EOY then im going to drown in the river already so now since im still floating i must swim to safety.

yes, such wonderful logic.

i hate the letters E O & Y

nicole tan : how!?!?!?!?!?

nicole jonas : i don't know!

nicole tan : pray that your brain will absorb everything even though it normally doesnt

nicole jonas : okay, praying!

ANOTHER 5 MORE DAY'S TILL NICK JONAS'S BIRTHDAY!

omg, then we wont be the same age anymore.

now his 15 & im 15 but,

his going to be 16 in 5 days. omg, so sad :{

2008-09-09T16:46:00.004+08:00

i dunno if it can be seen but if it cant then here's the link anw:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxoVDYreu-Y
jonas brothers performing on VMA super cool video! haha

im like kinda shocked that the jonas brothers didnt win anything during the award show cause like their burning up video was AWESOME!
but the host, that russel brown/brand guy was like so annoying during the show.
if i find a youtube video to what he said then i shall post it here. show you his annoyingness!

anw, its like the second day of school today and it was so BO-RING!
totally no mood today cause im still sick. i was voiceless like twice in school today cause there was phlamg (?) stuck in my throat and my voice came out all funny. sounded like a freaking frog.

EOY's are coming soon and guess what?!
I, NICOLE JONAS, HAVE NOT STARTED STUDYING YET!
damn kanasai ok.

the mood is not here like its so funny cause the term just started and i have to start studying already?! its totally so un-nicole-ish cause i usually start studying like one week before exams but this time cannot already cause too much to study but really no moood! ok whatever im going to dance in the rain now. i feel so smelly. i smell like a frog.

2008-09-05T22:49:00.003+08:00

the very sad thing is that the holidays are going to end in 2 days and its been a super unsuccessful one cause i've been wasting time every single day doing the same thing.
i dont really feel like typing today so i will post about my sad pathetic holiday in pictures.

so first i wake up. that's nick jonas in the picture by the way :D so resourceful! haha can get such a cool picture of him waking up.

sadly, i did not have a bubble bath. i bathed in the cold water. for some reason my heater is not working therefore cold water comes out.

the main purpose of the hair dryer is to warm myself after a freaking cold bath. HAHA
then i clean my room. hahahhahahaha i dunno why but this picture is heeelarious! i dont exactly use a vaccum cleaner to clean my floor. i dont really clean my room actually i just stack up all the books.

then i unwillingly force myself to stare at my homework which ends up uncompleted in the end.

then i log on to ace learning and play the dumb videos with no sound at all. so annoying without sound. so i lose intrest and start youtubing/ jonasing.
For some reason my mum comes up at the same time everyday to ask my if im doing my work So i turn back to the ace learning page to show her.
Then she will nod her head and she say " dont look at nick jonas anymore. he wont help you pass your exams. "
So, i look at her and smile till she walks down then i switch back to the jonas page.
How depressing having to lie.

So i start to feel guilty about not doing any work at all which totally adds on to my depression list which is mega long now since the same cycle has been repeating itself every day.

then i go down to watch tv and guess who i see?!! the jonas brothers. only nick's face is here cause i think i should show the world his face more so that people know that we're married. i mean not legally but we got married in my dream land. anyway the jonas brothers are like popping up everywhere now. on tv i see them everyday with the constant reminder from disney channel that camp rock is going to premier soon.

" hey im nick jonas and you're watching disney channel! "

then i watch more tv. i've been watching the 9pm show on channel 8 and they baby is so freaking cute! and the best thing is, its name is nicole. HAHA. more prove that all nicole's are completely cute! :D ni-co!

so i end off my boring day by going to sleep. if only i could be the woman sleeping on the bed and nick be the prince. HAHAH

if that happened then it would be a fabulous holiday!
so this was my sucky holiday.

so overall,

homework done : none

things studied : arc length ONLY. pathetic for a one week holiday. like what happened to my plans of midnight maths?!?!

tv watched : alotalot

food ate : alotalot. dont be surprised if you see a fat balloon face in school on monday.

i only learned alot of things about jonas this week. if they had a jonas test, i would totally ace it but sadly they dont. why cant they create subjects that people actually enjoy studying?!?!!?!!

so toodles, im off to do something ridiculous like maybe sleeping.

2008-08-30T20:12:00.002+08:00

Every one-week holiday, i'm bound to get sick.

the term 1 holidays, sick and right now, term 3 holidays, sick once again.

sometimes i really wonder why my body is doing this to me.

school days i don't get sick when i want to. holiday's i get sick when i don't want to.

i think my body needs a major adjustment. it totally needs to learn when to get sick & when not too. i need a stronger immune system!

so right now, i have a very pain throat and i can't swallow anything at all which means i can't talk cause whenever i talk i have to swallow saliva which is damn freaking pain.

i can hear the ants talk in the house w/o my voice. hahaha!

so i blogged loads of cool stuff yesterday but the whole post was so screwed up that i just deleted it and now i can't remember what i wanted to say.

oh yes, teacher's day yesterday after which went to PS and spent one freaking hour looking for a place to eat cause everywhere was too crowded. ended up eating up at hot tomato express. i ate half a bird.

why can't they say half a chicken? half a bird sounds really disgusting unless they cooked a bird and not a chicken then im totally going to dig everything out of my mouth and puke the whole bloody bird. ewew. oh wait, i cant force the food out of my mouth cause my throat is going to hurt like shit but then again if i wait till i recover the friggin' bird is going to get digested. such a tough decision!

walked around doing nothing after that as usual although i saw the iphone and got to mess around w it and its freaking cool. one day, when i get rich, im so totally going to get it although i might just drop it in the drain since its so damn slim.

so today i spent the day doing nothing as usual and now im trying to fall asleep although its only 8:30 but i feel very tired. ahwells, the faster i fall asleep, the sooner my throat will not be pain. so yup, sayonara everyone! i've got a throat to heal :D

2008-08-26T15:45:00.003+08:00

3 more freaking months.
cmon cmon hurry up!
26 novemberrrrr :D

im addicted to singaporeair.com

2008-08-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

the sad thing that happened today was that i blogged a whole lot of wonderful stuff and i forgot to click publish post and just switched off my computer so tadah, the post disappeared.

sometimes i really wonder how i actually survive in this world manxz.

but whatver, i guess it wont really kill to blog again and besides, the font is suddenly so good looking.

i've been really addicted to the computer recently like gahhh! everyday i switch it on and promise myself i'll only use it for 5 mins to see nick's face but i'll end up using it for like ever.

i think im really going mad over nick jonas. like if i dont see him i'll die or something so you know, to save myself from dying i have his picture in my pencil box. so if you're like nick crazy or something then you can come find me and i'll show you his face and you'll be all high and mad and whatever.

nick's voice is seriously so sexy and im friggin addicted to the song burnin' up.

" baby you turn the temperature higher! " duh nick turns the temp. so high that i melt whenever i see him.

my gosh i really want a plane ticket the the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA so that i can breath america air. haha. im going mad cause i friggin' love america. it'll really be a miracle if i actually go there.

& & &, if you're name is nicole you'll be really happy cause nick jonas called our name! actually many famous americans call our name like:

paris hilton cause she has to call nicole richie's name cause like they were best friends or something.

i wonder how she pronounces it. does she call it nic-ole or nicoool or nic or nico or nicol. hahhahaha.

anw, the reason why nick said nicole was cause there is this song in his new album called cant have you and he said this song is for james bond and nicole kidman. you see, if you just take away the kidman and add in a jonas or tan ( i dont really know which is my real sirname now, so just call me nicole ), he will be dedicating the song to me!

i have the voice clip in my handphone so if you dont believe me, i'll let you listen to it!

have you ever wondered like where the 'K' in nicK comes from? i seriously think its weird like suddenly the letter K pop up. so i thought of a super logical reason where it came from.

BRILLIANT STORY

last time there were two people in love called nicole and nicholas but all their friends called them nic.

so since they were in love, they loved to kiss, but their parents didnt allow them to do so but they really needed each other's love so whenever they wanted to kiss they called each other nick with emphasis on the letter k so like when they heard the word NICK they met under the longan tree and started to kiss.

HAHA. i just want to keep writing. the font is so nice!

so i shall go now. tell you another of my brilliant stories again yoo!

" nick's so beautiful, his my dream boy! "

2008-08-23T22:24:00.007+08:00

dinner w dad's side of the family was damn sucky today, like ohmygosh the worst dinner i ever had in my entire life.
i still regret going for it, like i gave up fireworks to go for dinner w these suckers but then again, i went to give my mama, papa, grandpapa & grandmama face. who friggin cares about the rest of them manxz? actually not the whole of my dad's family sucks, its just THAT family.

i know you love to stalk me so i bet you're prolly reading this but im not mentioning your family name just to give you face. so anw, the people in THAT family just love to boss people around and they love living in their own world thinking that we owe them a living. DREAM ON, SUCKER!

in case you're wondering wth is going on, i'll fill you in :
some suckers kept scolding my brother today like wth, my mum didnt even care about it why should you la. his just a small boy and putting his leg on the chair is perfectly normal for a 7 year old. stop being so friggin serious la, its just a freaking dinner.
NOBODY FREAKING CARED LA, stop trying to be perfect cause it wont happen.
i've been putting up w you for very long already.
stop thinking i like you cause i dont. i've been doing stuff to annoy you all my life but due to your stupidity, you only realised it now.
ohwells, cant help it if you're so slow.

so the reason i walked out during the dinner was cause i couldnt stand you anymore and walking out felt good, cept that i missed out on dinner :(
but i stood up for my brother so that really felt damn good. HAH IN YOUR FACE SUCKERS!

2008-08-21T20:05:00.005+08:00

once again, major picture upload!
i need to totally update this blog more frequently. so tiring to pick pictures. haha
yesterday after school went to the playground w xiuhui and huiyen and clara.
we're you know, still young at heart. hahaha

xiuhui attempting to be cool whereas im already cool. HAHA. so zai right! i can totally like do one turn on that bar. HAHA. i should totally treasure my youngness cause like imagine if im 25 and im still youturning on that bar. HAHA i think it'll be hilarious.

once again, pictures not in order. this was after school on national day (8/8/08!!) hahaha. singing so scary worxzx. forcing food into huiyens mouth! haha. thanks singing for teaching me chem btw!

on the real national day (9/8/08)

nicole highway + beverly hills. HAHA. my mama so zai worxzx. give us such cool names
THE HEART. aww, love among singaporeans.

okay back to school national day (8/9/08) the primary school gb. hahah so friggin cute!
look at lover smiling. HAHA

ohokay this is sec 4 farewell. even though i did not take pictures w any of my seniors but i would totally like to say bye! you've been super cool teaching us guitar and everything. hahha lovee!

ohman! next year my turn. HAHAHAHHAHA. HAPPPY! :D

NIS!

OLYMPIC BUDDAYE!
school national day (8/9/08)

i've been thinking alot today. i guess its because i've been receiving alot of shocking marks today.

*gasppp!*

so my thinking was like linking and linking to many things like school and life and friends and the past.

i realise i've changed alot from the past and now. like ALOTALOT. i think i've become cooler. HAHA okay and also more ego. but if you change the 'g' in ego into 'c' then it will be eco. eco = eco friendly! HAHA. so im a very eco friendly kid!

okok more serious now jonas! ( note to self: i have to start being serious! )

i realise that i dont like thinking about the past cause it brings bad alot of bad memories about the stupid things i've done/ said which like made me ruin many friendships and all and the thing is, i never meant what i said/ did. i guess its me to do things w/o thinking, i mean if you know me well enough i like to say stupid things which like might have hurt you or something so if i did, i wanna say sorry. i guess i've lost many "really important to me" friendships cause of this so once again, sorry.

i really treasure every friendship and i dont wanna lose any.

wow i feel like a rock just dropped out of my heart into my stomach and now its churning with hydrochloric acid. bio & chem together!

chers' day is coming so i have to start planning about what i want to buy for who.

im still deciding weather i should buy for my chinese cher. i mean she's been er rather horrible to me like always picking on me or something but then again maybe its her hobby. maybe she has this students i want to pick on list and im no.1 ! HAHA

she has a students i like to pick on list then i should have one teachers i love to annoy list too. HAHA.

yay once agan long post! this will seriously come in handy when im old and feeble and suddenly decide to remember my past.

HELLO OLD NICOLE! im the young nicole and im writing this on 21st august 2008, thursday. the date is shown on the top of this post but i think you'll be too old to even see where it is so nevermind! if you forgot, old nicole, im 15 years old now and i study in plmgss. i got my exam papers back today and i shocked myself and the world by actually getting my first A1 today. i know you're very happy for me now old nicole. dont cry old nicole, when you're reading this even though i know you will. old nicole, we are not emotional people so we shall learn to control our feelings okay old nicole. i am a very luosuo person and i love to talk crap. i will write more to you in the next post. no, in fact i will write to you at the end of every post. HAHAH. love you old nicole!

love, the young nicole.

nothing hurts like losing, when you know im already gone

2008-08-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

we'll be the girl version of jonas brothers yo!

1. What’s the first word that pops into your head when someone says “Jonas?”
Nicole Jonas :D or nick joe and kevin

2. Have you ever been to a concert or met them?

yeah in my dreams! seriously, 3 times. WHEEE!

3. If so, what did you do the second you laid your eyes on one of them?
SMILE :D

4. Please Be Mine or Hello Beautiful?
Please be mine

5. If the Jonas Brothers sang one song to you what would you want it to be?
Australia

6. If you could ask the Jonas Brothers one question what would it be?
when we gonna get married? this is only for nick. hahahha i cant marry all three of them.

7. What would you do if Joe shaved all his hair off?
nothing..

8. Have you commented all the pictures on the official JB myspace?
nope! not even one. HAHA

9. Have you seen the video of Perez Hilton dancing to SOS in his closet?
nope

10. What are your top 3 all time favorite YouTube videos of the Jonas Brothers?
1) when you look in my the eyes

2) camp rock?

3) burning up

11. Do you know what campfire is?
er yeah. a fire that everyone sits around and sings.

12. Has a Jonas Brother song ever made you cry? (Which one?)
nope

13. Name one thing in the room you are in that reminds you of the Jonas Brothers:
my guitar, ipod.

14. What is your favorite old Nicolas Jonas song?
appreciate, time for me to fly, wrong again, crazy kinda crush on you,

15. What’s the first Jonas quote that you can think of at this moment?
" the question is, which songs werent inspired by you "

16. Do you have any items or articles of clothing similar to some that the JB own?
er hahha. no.

17. Have you ever video recorded yourself singing a Jonas Brother song?
nope :)

18. On average, how many times a day do you visit myspace.com/jonasbrothers?
once, sometimes never.

19. What was the craziest thing you've ever done for the jonas brothers?

ahahha. spending my money buying their cd. i should totally move to the usa then i'll feel like a better fan casue at least i can do something for them there.

20. Did you go to a Hannah Montana concert just to see the Jonas Brothers?
nope. she hasnt visited singapore yo!

21. Have you stayed up all night (past 6 AM) watching YouTube videos of the Jonas Brothers and doing JB related stuff online?
yupp! :D

22. Are you a “Jonas Brother fan” on facebook?
DUHHH!

23. Do you know all the lyrics to every single song on their newest album?
nope

24. Are you more excited for Camp Rock or J.O.N.A.S.?
J.O.N.A.S

25. Which jonas do you prefer the most?

-.- obviously nick jonas!

26. Why did you just fill out this whole survey?
ITS FRIGGIN JONAS RELATED! must show the world how much a like the jonas brothers. HAHAHHAHAHA

this is the first time i've seen a jonas brothers survey around. hahaha.

school was awesome today! mostly because i didnt go to school which was what made it awesome but whatever. HAH. spent the whole morning listening to jonas and more jonas then watched ellen degeneres just now. mygosh shes so cool. i would totally want to go for her show. she gave her audience free cd's and hot dogs. AHHH. frigging cool. I LOVE ELLEN!

wasting my time now waiting very patiently for 4pm to arrive so that i can watch the suite life of zack and cody. haha childish i know, but they're so cute! cant believe their older than me.

so i have decided to update my wish list

1) i want to go to usa and never come back till i see nick jonas!

2) i want to go for a jonas brothers concert. my gosh why are they not coming to singapore. its annoying me much! but fine since they dont want to come here im going there!

i sound like some fierce mother and like my children dont want to come home so im going to pick them up hahahhahaha

okie dokie its gonna be 4 soon so i shall go and wait patiently for zack and cody

HEYHEYYOUYOU I DONT LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND!

2008-08-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

SUPSUP HELLLO!
i havent been blogging for very very long cause you know, stupid exams but now they are over! er at least for a month before they stupidly start again D:< but actually i like sitting for exams. hahha funfun! but i dont like to study. if only somehow everything was stored in my brain. haha anw vanna chong and i are very fated cause shes beside me once again! haha im obsessed with fated stuff. FATE FATE! FATE BUDDY! FATE FATE! hahahhahaha!

the people sitting AROUND me during exams are very interesting people.

on my right is vanna chong who always brings in her white specs box which has a peanut in it. HAHA
on my left is sarah ling who likes to highlight alot. alot. alot.
behind me is pingu who likes to amchio specially today when she finished her exam paper
infront of me is adelia who doesnt move while doing exams.
:D COOL PEOPLE HAVE COOL PEOPLE SITTING AROUND THEM :D

WE LIKE TO SING WE LIKE TO SING BUT WE WONT SING TO ANYTHING!
hahahha. okay that was random. my brother is playing thomas the truck or train or whatever and thomas just sand this song. :D SO COOL. I LIKE THOMAS

okay my mood is very swingy now. like a pendulum ( im so brilliant! i know physics even though i dont take it. HAHA ) okay yeah im very happy now but im also very sad. im happy cause my exams are over! HAHA. FINALLY im set free. im like a bird in a cage cannot go out but like now i can. HEEEEE! after school went to watch money not enough with xiuhui, huiyen, rachel, xinying, clara, isabelle and yingching. the movie was fabulous but er i conclude that im rather feeling-less. its like i dont cry during movies. HAHA.
some examples:
- 10 promises to my dog : the whole cinema was like sniffing but i was laughing -.-
- err the money no enough : it was sad but er no tears come out. haha i was shivering in the cinema. my whole mouth was like bouncing by itself. HAHA.
- click : the movie was damn sad but once again didnt cry
okay lah got alot of other sad movies that i watched but i have to face it! im a strong girl :D HAHA!

so anyway after that went to heeren to get my jonas brothers cd! WHHEEEEEE! NICKNICK JONAS! actually i was kind over him last week casue i read this magazine where he said that he fell for miley and it was love at first sight. whatever nick jonas. so i was like er very pekcek and took his picture out of my pencil box. hahha. loyal fan yoxzx! i have his picture and william moseley's picture in my pencil box. anyway, the cd shop lady said that the manufacturing of the cd had some problem and whatever and only monday can get. haiyo fine ! monday then monday.

then i saw this seventeen magazine at 6.95 bucks and i bought it cause i didnt see the singapore version around. ( and also cause there was an interview with miley cyrus about her and nick jonas ) then after that when i went to some mama shop i saw the singapore version and everything was the same as the 6.95 america version which means i got cheated of 4 bucks, which made me very annoyed. ( gives the very angry face! )
so tan ruyuan, this is the thing that im very sad about.

OHOH! and i found out miley cyrus email and password. haha theres this damn pro guy who went to hack her email and found all her emails to nick jonas sending him slutty pictures of herself. but its so scary if the whole world knows your email and password.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLHpZNTd6Cg

the first FICOLE production!
okay actually i just acted in it only. fion did most of the editing. HEEEE :D

im feeling very ego today so dont mind the egonesss. i like it :D
so anyway, solong, farewell, see you again after i get my results.
* HUUU XIIIII *

TAG REPLIES

anna: haha... yeah... i love dots also... eh that person never reply! ...

isa: hokayyy :D

mil: haha chinese not so good therefore this kind of chengguo

xiuhui: cause you lend me pinafore mah! must show my gratitude. heeee! haha you want the whole world to see this post isit!

angss: hahah yeah.

clarice: okay pingping!

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gienn: haha ohmy! finally someone said im cool! :D the world has been living in denial.

tessa: supsup!

rachel souw: haha you look weird and i suck -.-

anna: haha those girls lucky lah! at least touch his well shampooed hair. gonna watch it later on youtube

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angs: haha

van: you ah! pangsai me today!

2008-08-03T10:17:00.000+08:00

okay hello :D i have decided that i will not come online anymore till common tests are over, not that i ever am online cause im always apperaring offline ( which is the coolest thing ever! ) but whatever. haha. so you'll not get your pictures till after common test which is like ending next next week so i'll just put some up right now. the pictures are super embarassing but since im hiding my face from the world wide web for 2 weeks, i guess its okay to post them. okay i dont understand what im saying.

so anyway, i conclude that jump shots seriously help you lose weight. like after my jump shot photo taking session yesterday, my double chin shrinked by like 1/4 which is gooodie :D i was sweating, like finally. after that went for grandma's birthday dinner.

i promise im going to blow the cake next year. when i was young i didnt blow. old also never blow. lame shitxzx.
this was where we ate. at turf city or soemthing like that. okay my pictures are abit scrwed up ( as in order wise ) cause i dont know how to put them in order. its like the pictures i upload first are always at the end of my post when they are supposed to be on the top! irritating shitxzx.
so, this is my grandpa ( so cute! ) and grandma. grandpapa is so cute! :D:D:D i dont call him grandpapa although it would be so angmoh if i did. i call him grandpa which is one step closer to grandpapa. HAHA i love unglamxzx :D

(L-R) yulin, xiuhui, the cool and fabulous, mildred and huiyen. future click 5 part 2. oh yesterday i watched mtv asia awards. i stayed up till 2. mygosh i cant believe im capable of staying up so late. so proud of myself! hahha. and the show was like great! sadly, jonas brothers werent nomintated for anything but neither was miley cyrus. AHA. click 5 performed and they were like omg so zai, specially kyle. he went for a haircut and he is ohsohot. JENNNNNY! WHATS THE PROBLEM.

i dont understand why my face is so unglam whenever i jump. i need a glammer face. dont enlarge this picture. you will seriously die of shock looking at my face.

samuell, he needs braces though. like totally.

anna and auntie! i wont call you anonio or whatever you want me to call you. haha.

the colourful-est pencil box in the whole entire world, which is broken cause it cant be closed now.
very very hardworking people!
okay i shall go off now. such a wonderful picture :D 3 wonderful angels.

study time :O although i dont want to study and im trying to find a way out of studying, its seriously impossible so i have no choice but to study. did i tell you, studying sucks like cow shit but i have to study cause if i dont study i will not do well = sad. i shall mediate myself and studying. maybe after that we will become friends then i will want to study.

i knew the peer mediation course would come in handy!

HAHA

2008-08-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

i did the stupidest thing anyone could ever do, really.
its like omg so stupid i could just die. but come to think of it its rather funny. so, the stupidest thing i did was to ask the prefect if i could cut my nails in the morning. it like led to alot of other stupid things like buying new socks and a hairtie and getting scolding -.- like cmon my hairtie is black. black. black not blue. mygosh. and i had to surrender my pinafore and throw away my socks -.-
i swear i'll never do something so stupid such as cutting my nails in school ever again. its like courting your own death cause it will link to so many other things. so conclusion, never cut your nails in school. bring your own nailcutter.
thank god im not a prefect, not that i want to or anything. i'll never survive being so mean to people its like so ughhhhhhh. so wrong and evil and whatever.

after school came straight home. i should consider walking home. exercise ^^
today is the first time in like forever that im home on a friday afternoon. usually im out wasting time in town but today, i decided to be kewl so i came home. cooked maggi mee and corn soup which was like fantastic! actually its all prepared already. just had to boil water and put the corn soup in the microwave. hahaha. wasted time watching mtv asia awards then decided to get my life back so i played neopets. bringing back my childhood. hahahahahaha!

im in the blogging mood now so i will take this chance to blog whatever is on my mind before i like lose this mood.
so its finally friday. like omg the long awaited day but it'll be monday in 2 days. they should have a weekend with 3 days! add one more day. it should be called nicoleday! :D
NICOLEDAY will be from 2:35pm on Friday till 11pm on Sunday.
I oficially declare NicoleDay to start!

I think school should end at 1pm every friday cause its the day where we all enjoy! its damn irritating when school ends at 2:35, like helllllo, we want to enjoy but we have to sit in the chem lab waiting for the time to slowing hit 2:35. how annoying.

Sam is playing at the singapore indoor stadium now, WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
wait for me sam. im coming tomorrow. HOHOHO

okay my mind is now like empty, i've cleared all my thoughts.
goodbye

谢谢你接我你的衣服。你真的就了我的命，司土比；蔡秀慧
你要努力，明年我们要考0 水尊！
爱死你了。HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAH EW! :D

is it just me or are you being super sensitive?

2008-07-30T18:34:00.000+08:00

school has been very sucky these few days. it's like the same cycle; wake up, ( super duper early too! ), go to school, study, tests, get back tests, cca, go home, study, sleep. mygod, i'll die if my life continues like this. there's seriously just no joy in living anymore. i sound like im going to kill myself sooon or something but im not.
last week had like 6358785728 tests and the results were ...
its rather annoying, its like you study so hard for something, hoping to get great results cause like you know, you put in so much effort, but like in the end when the results are out its like so friggin shit crap. its really pissing you know! i really want to give up studying but like hello if i do i cant go anywhere -.- annoying shit.
so i just have to bear with studying. 2 more weeks till ct, 1 more month till final year exam and then im FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! like a bird :D till next year where this stupid cycle begins again.
if i was a rockstar like nick, i wouldnt have to study.
>:(
so, my new goal is to be a rockstarrrr so i can free myself from studying!
mygosh talking about school is so depressing.

NATIONAL DAY IS COMING! time for us to you know, love the country.
hahah the school is playing national day songs every morning. i like the one people one nation one singapore song :D i want to go for the parade this year! i've only been to the parade once in like primary 5. hahahha i remember they gave us cold fish and chips. grozzzie!
but i think this years' ndp is gonna be quite cool. there's gonna be a singapore cheer or something
GO SINGAPORE! GO GO SINGAPORE!

Festival of praise is coming soon, on friday
wheeeee! SAM DE JONG IM COMING!
hahhaha. im gonna see sam after half a year. you dont know how happy i am!
i'll post sams picture when i take another picture with him this year.
the new and updated picture of sam and nicole :D
HAWHAW

2008-07-26T14:38:00.000+08:00

Jason Scott Dolley (born July 5, 1991 in Simi Valley, California) is an American actor.

MY GOSH! SAME BIRTHDAY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D

i share the same birthday with this superrr hot guy!

2008-07-23T17:51:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOSH
i just found out the best thing ever! the jonas brothers do live chats! and the next chat will be on 12th august 5pm, america time. now i have to find out what time it is during singapore time and i will freaking be able to talk to nick jonas, ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh.
LIFE CANT BE BETTER THAN THIS. but hopefull the timing wont be during school hours or i promise, i will just scream and die. its during the exam period. nevermind, i die die also will talk to nick, NO MATTER WHAT!

2008-07-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

dont stop me now is probably the best song i've ever heard. its by mcfly. you should totally listen to it! dont stop me nowww! ahaha

anw, school's been super sucky these few days. like its tests tests tests everyday. im going mad! tomorrow's theres chinese test. it was supposed to be on thursday but the teacher last minute changed it to tomorrow. @#%&^%
i don't even know what im doing online now, since i have to study for the test tomorrow. i will blog like abit more then off i go! to study land, where all muggers meet.

watching fred on youtube now. his actually quite hot! ahahah.

so yesterday we had bowling and i think, my bowling skills are fabulous! i striked like 3 times. like omg, this would have never happened if i bowled the proper method. you just have to roll the ball and you get a strike. HAHAH. omg fred's voice is stuck in my head now! he sounds like a chipmunk. HAHHA.
maths test today was errr very extremely sucky. specially the last question. like zommggggg! wrong answer -.- i dont want to get my paper back! i swear i will faint when i see my marks. i'll be like omg! then i'll faint. okay im really blogging nonsence now. the blogging mood is just not here manxzxzx!

okay tomorrow is wednesday. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh this week is so sian. nevermind, 3 more days to saturday! and 5 more days to monday again -.-
monday is seriously the suckiest day of the weeek! like it SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS! now i know what monday blues mean, even though i think monday green sounds nicer :D

i seriously want to go overseas now and if possible, i want to go to USA. just bring me away from singapore please. the exam stress is here again! i hate it because exam stress = eat alot = fat = fatty oil on face ( i dont know if there's such a thing but my face does smell like fatty oil ) and since im studying for exams, i wont have time to lose weight = BIG FAT PIG = too fat that i cant fit on the plane to go overseas, which is why, i want to go overseas nownownow before this whole cycle starts again!

okay, thats seriously all i have to say today, and as much as i dont want to click the publish post because if i do i will have to start studying, i have to do it.

solong, farewell, i hate to say goodbye!

HAPPY EXTRA BELATED BIRTHDAY XINYAN!
HAPPY QUITE BELATED BIRTHDAY NELLYN!
HAPPY VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY RACHEL SOUW!
i know i promised to blog but i forgot! be patient cause part 2 is coming up real soon :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AHHYI!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIENNIEVE!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RACHEL SOU!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LEAH LUMM!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA!
im really not sure if it is your birthday, although i know its in july.
HAPPY BEFORE YOUR BIRTHDAY YINGCHING!

okay i think this is all the july babies i can remember now.
JULY BABIES FTWWW!

2008-07-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

with Mr Lim. this is called efficient! upload so fast. hahahha. i have 3 more in my camera so you can like ask me for them :D
racheeel and nicole!

the future click 5
look at the ball! going to strike manxzxzx. this is called PRO.
ungorgeoussss! HAHAHHAHAHA
going to jas's house. cheryl and jas carrying DURIAN. water ghosts!

i turned my classs blue
and then i magically turned them back to normal again! wonderful magician huhhh!
the cool future guitaristt
ballllons! only karen and mildred were smiling!
embarassing green boy.

zilianing in class is like the bomb.
twisted bodaaee and weird looking sister. i cut her hair! hahahhaaha FUTURE HAIRDRESSSSER YO.
MEET AZLAN : LION OF NARNIA. ahahahahah FRIGGING LOOK ALIKE cept this one is a loser and is ungorgeous.
my green faced friends! hahahha future shrek babies. can feature them in shrek 4

plane lovers going maddddd!

ohmygosh. this post has so many peektures. im so proud of myself! upload so many. hahaha

school is really sucky like shit now. like my teachers are so ....

i have a gorilla as a teacher. HAHAHHAA.

and there are many tests next week which is super whatever cause tests just suck.

finally friday tomorrow! but 2 days later it will be monday again -.-

i am so in love with the song time of my lifeee.

i will blog more later after i eat. better to blog with a full stomach.

i think its very scary during the american idol finals. if im the american idol on stage i would

have a complete heart attack.